Halo hubby,
Guess wat, the long I've been waiting long of one show. "San Nian Ling Ba Ge Yue - The last of time" Act by Li Nan Xing and Wong Li Lin. and it was shown on Sunday afternoon. The story tells abt that They having one night stand in christmas eve, after tat their relationship drag until 3 years and 8 months den can become couple. It is a very romantic show and also very sad story.
Someone who ever said, once the person is not in love, they will hope to have one. Once they are in love, they will think of taking chance for granted. And guy wont grow old, they will only become fickle in love. Do you agreed?
Back to our story, this is gonna be a bad times for us.
Finally, I've having a group of friends who can listen to my worry and ciao happens in the family. I dunno they are real or fake, but somehow I feel warm there which is dear never been givin me for a couple of years. Den, Im becoming more and more dislike coming home. I felt outside I am more happy den. Tats will be shown dear will be concerning me when Im not at home. You will start to calling me and asking where am I? At first I would felt happy, but dear, u would just giving me disapproved comments. Which is I think, u are not concerning me, u are disgreed me by going out. But dear, wheneva u go out, u didnt asking me too. You didnt bring me out with u not like last time. Nor telling me wat bother u. So wheneva I've pick up your call, I would just listened to your scolding to me. Hence, I will become more ingore of your calls. No doubt when Im going home, still will be quarrel. And u are getting more and more unreasonable by pulling my hair and not letting me to sleep. Which I neva done this to you b4.
Now i finally noe a guy felt. He will be thinking wat is my wife doing? Is it she with a guy? This will be getting more and more desprate. We are lack of communication. If we use to communicate to each other and tells wat are both of us think abt. Perharps we wont be coming to this status. Im going wrong in a step, which is I ever think of divorcing with u. Did I make u very sad? Indeed!! I can feel your pain. It is really very very painful when someone asking u dun go and tat person no matter wat, still keep on avoid him/her.
It is very difficult to make tat decision. But after sepration. I dun find myself happy without you. Perharps Im still loving you. But dear, do u still love me too? It is very terrible without you by myself. I've been with you since im young. u are my only family I've. And the wonderful parent tat u've given me. Every night, once I think of it, I will cry, but no one noeing. .
Glad tat you are given me a chance for mend. Im hopefully to be your good wife. However, the feeling you given me, was totally different. I couldnt noe wat happen and how to explain. This whole yr you might be by my side. I am very glad. God is just playing with me. He keep on pester me and kena caught by u I guess.
When our wedding ann day, I will wish to spend my time with u, having candle dinner at cable car. I've already booked the table. But, u choose to go Bangkok instead. Dear, our 12 yrd old ann. . Do u really wan to let it go like tat. I am very pissed off. And so on friends asked to go to Batam, I tag along. I am going with a group of friends. .
Things neva pick up after when u are back. I was wonder, do u dun really care of my feeling anymore. Im guess u are struggling for so long, me too. I wish to hav a good talk with u and telling u my feeling. But it was too late. U decided to divorce me. But dear, I noe im at fault, I hope u can given me a last chance to mend it. Listen to my last wish. I will be fateful to you till my last breather. Im not becoz I felt lonely without u tat why I wanna to keep u by my side. It is becoz Dear. . U AS IN Tan Chih Chiang, IS THE ONLY PERSON I EVER LOVE. THAT IS TRUE AND I SWEAR !!
Thats the end of our story, dear, are you touching? Will you be re-consider our relationship again?
Dad told me alot on Sat night. I noe from the begining till now, I neva been a good wife nor a good mother to kids. I am very regret of it. No matter how I try, u just couldnt heard in. Im sori to do such a foolish thing as taking my own life but really dear, I dun mean to threaten u. Now, without u, Im just without my life, life with no colour anymore, no family, all I do was just dazz there dunno wat to do.
Im been picking up myself le, I wont do such foolish thing anymore. I want to win you back. I noe u are trying to avoid me, see redtimo are at downstair u rather go to coffee shop den coming up. I am very heart pain but still, I will wait for you, until one day you will find me Im really love you and wont be betray to you anymore. I will take this time to test my paitent to wait for you. So dear, do you feel it? Are you feeling the same as me too? I sms and email you so many times, do you get it?
No doubt sometimes at night once I think of you, I will cry. . But my emotion is ok le. So dun worry abt me. Just you, u need to take good care of yourself ok, dun work so hard to make yourself tire. Kids and me still need you. I will work hard for our family too. . And I wish one day, u and the kids will share the joy with me. And not im alone.
Dear, I hope this period wont be taking for so long. The house really need u much. . Kids also need us to be together too. . Of coz me also need you as much, need you as my husband. . Dear I love you. .
Everyday I will be saying I love you. . Good nitz. . Good morning to you. . Asking u eat le mah. . Tire mah after work. But dear, dun find me fan le. . This is wife duty to do tat. .
I've attached the link of the our photos. . Hope tat will touch your heart. .
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Photo_shoot_Album_with_hubby
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/45/Wedding_Album_
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/13/10_Feb_08_CNY_Daz_4_with_BK_frienz
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/17/01_Mar_08_Axls_belated_birthdaz_celebration
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/18/21_Mar_08_Fishing_with_hubby_and_hubbys_frienz
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/22/13_Sept_07_Cousin_Steven_ROM
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/23/19th_Apr_08_Dear_dear_BD_celebration_with_BK_frienz
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/25/01_May_08_Fishing_again
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/26/10_May_08_Mother_Daz_celebration
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/27/18_May_08_Lawrences_Birthdaz
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/36/Wedding_Annivesary_Prezie_for_Dear
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/43/25_Sept_08_Cousin_Steven_Yiping_wedding
http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/40/14_Sept_08_Kat_Guowei_Wedding_
Regards,
ShiQi, love you foreva and no ending. .
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Our memory Part 5
How are you dear? Did u rest well during your rest day ytd. . Understand from Er jie tat till now u still dun wish to see me. Altot Im sad but Im feelin ok now le, I wont bother and pester u which I promise and I will keep it. U really dun hav to avoid me de. Dad was telling me actually I really did well to bein a good wife and mother, Which is now I think back, indeed Im not a good one. From young Im not been train to do so, When Im in the wrong, no one was there to correct me. Tats why I would said mama could tell me off if im really in the wrong. To me, they are really my real parent. Now time was 1111. Do you now wat does that mean? Tats mean someone was missing u at this time of 1111. And I wish to wait till the time turn to 1314. Tat means foreva.
Hope the attached song can keep u pleasure while reading on.
Let back to refresh out memory. I've just wondered did u read it? Does it really let you think of our past? Tats was really very sweet moments.
Time passed fast. I dun wish we seprated for too long and our relationship will turn sour soon or later.
After given birth to mei mei, so sad tat mum wont help us to take care of her. . We really hav no choice but to send to my sister to take care of her. Altot it is a very sad issue but we still hav to go for it.
Our term doesnt come smoothly after that. We quarrel alot, blame each other, no one wanna bear the fault nor wanna to bein each other shoe to think of it. Husband and wife shouldnt be like tat. We dun even talk much. Once started to talk, we will end up quarrel. This has been hestate me for so long. I were always blame you for not caring us. But in fact, are you thinkin at my side too? Must be hard on u le..I still remember u always bit me too when I've just give birth to boy boy. No matter right or wrong. Until tat one punch from u, I got a crop of blood inside my stomach den I decided to go and report to police. Tat punch really make me off and when will get pain offen.
There's one day, we cant get to sleep. We chat on the bed. And suddenly u was telling me tat can you sms a friend. Dear, u now, Im always trust u. I dun suspect u any. . I would said:"ok, go ahead." The next day, u bring boy boy downstair to buy things and never bring your phone along. Suddenly, your phone rang. I simple pick up and see who was tat. As I tot husband and wife shouldnt be having any secret no doubt need some privacy.
Neva did I noe, tat was the gal who gave you the valentine card. The sms was saying:" Wat did u wanna tell me abt your dream last nitz." But dear why? Im your wife but den you couldnt tell me tat and yet sms another gal this msg. Do u feel my pain inside my heart? Alright, Im acted normal and reply her. "Im sori, I've forgotten wat did I msg u, could u pls tell me?" Den she replied saying tat" U dreamed of something abt her and wanna tell her." After tat, I've stop reply.
When you are back, Im askin u, who did u sms ytd. You began to suspect me seeing your phone. Im tellin u I didnt. Den, u still can bluff me by sending a guy this msg: "Are you a guy or gal." That person is a guy of coz reply u as he is a guy. But, wat is my most heart pain is, my dear was liein to me. The number I saw was not this. And u started to quarrel with me and that is my another painful thing. My hubby can actually quarrel with me becoz of another gal. The whole issue im not at fault, in the end I still be the one who started to talk to u and apologize to u.
Well, this gal and u keep on contacting each other. I guess u did like her alot. I am thinkin of given up. But becoz of my 2 kids. I just put off. The rests of the msg is actually from er jie. I didnt do anything anymore. But this gal still can curse us tat one day we will divorce. This is the most worry thing I've eva had.
I've tried not to think much, continued to do my work and my stuffs. This has been a very painful thing to me. We hav started to ingore each other feeling no matter wat we do. After that, I wish to move out to hav a beta life with only 4 of us life. Are u objected? I insist. Becoz I hope we can actually can an adult and dun always depends on parents anymore. Moreover, we are not young anymore, shouldnt be always sleep with kids and should be havin out own house too.
Finally, we got our own love nest. We use our 3 months effort to build our love nest. We paint, clean and buy furnitures. Altot we dun hav much cash on hand. Altot wat I wanna do has become a dream. No matter wat, I am very pleaseful with wat I've own now. This is our 1st love nest. Are you happy? Are you stress with the financial? Dear, No matter wat, we are husband and wife. We can shared our sow and happiness together de right?
We got ourself a maid to take care of kids. So tat we can put our heart to work without any worry. For the 1st 2 years still okie. But after that, we started to having problem again. Again when u hav problem, u dun talk to me, you started to hide everything from me. After tat, we do each other thing without informed each other. I am begin to hav this find of feeling tat u no longer love me anymore. Or rather said u are used to hav me ard only. We always putting our kids on maid and dun really care this home at all.
Not long we got our 1st car redtimo. altot it is small, but for our family is not a good enough. Redtimo is really a good partner when im down, he is the only one who can be with me no matter how. But as for hubby and kids, they are far far away from me when the time passed by. altot tat time I still not yet got my licence, redtimo is always by my side.
But however, he also brin us bad memory too. And given us lotsa of bad news. I was thinkin, if we didnt buy redtimo, den we shouldnt ba havin this kind of fate.
You getting more and more supersitious. While, I noe im wrong by doing this. I dunno it is consider do this to let u feel how i feel or just wanna to make you angry only. I started to go out ppl and ingore your feeling. I find it outside life is actually feel good which is when im young I dun even got it. Perharps we are together since very young, and dun really hav tat kind of life which ppl hav while we dun hav. No matter wat, u still hav a group of good friends which can talk to you. As for mi, all my friends come and go. And of coz some are afriad of u. U scare all my friends aways.
Remember there's once you said wanna go to West side to fetch your friend to east. Which is I think why should u do tat, he cant just come himself mah. Tat time I was really very sick, and wish you are around with me. That the moments I will feel warm. But, you choose to go out without letting me knowing. When I wake up, I cant locate you. No one was at home there for me too and I was terrible sick. Been keep on calling and calling you but you neva pick up the call. Suddenly, you called me back and saying you are at the hospital. I was like a mad woman worry abt your safety. At the point, I was thinkin, if you like tat left me, wat will be happen to my kids and mi. We cant live without u. The time when u was in hospital, I really got no mood to do any, just wanna get to see u asap. As long as I noe u are safe. Willing to take care of you for all my life even if one day I hav to do so. Dear, do you noe u mean alot to me? You cant hav any accident b4 mi. As you noe, I wont be living long. .
Alright, todaz's story will be till this. Today Im taking half a day to settled our love nest fengshui. Hopefully it's work. No doubt it is exp but dear, as long as you willing to give me a chance and come back to me. I promise we will stay together till we are old. And I will find this kind of money are worth it.
Regards,
ShiQi
Hope the attached song can keep u pleasure while reading on.
Let back to refresh out memory. I've just wondered did u read it? Does it really let you think of our past? Tats was really very sweet moments.
Time passed fast. I dun wish we seprated for too long and our relationship will turn sour soon or later.
After given birth to mei mei, so sad tat mum wont help us to take care of her. . We really hav no choice but to send to my sister to take care of her. Altot it is a very sad issue but we still hav to go for it.
Our term doesnt come smoothly after that. We quarrel alot, blame each other, no one wanna bear the fault nor wanna to bein each other shoe to think of it. Husband and wife shouldnt be like tat. We dun even talk much. Once started to talk, we will end up quarrel. This has been hestate me for so long. I were always blame you for not caring us. But in fact, are you thinkin at my side too? Must be hard on u le..I still remember u always bit me too when I've just give birth to boy boy. No matter right or wrong. Until tat one punch from u, I got a crop of blood inside my stomach den I decided to go and report to police. Tat punch really make me off and when will get pain offen.
There's one day, we cant get to sleep. We chat on the bed. And suddenly u was telling me tat can you sms a friend. Dear, u now, Im always trust u. I dun suspect u any. . I would said:"ok, go ahead." The next day, u bring boy boy downstair to buy things and never bring your phone along. Suddenly, your phone rang. I simple pick up and see who was tat. As I tot husband and wife shouldnt be having any secret no doubt need some privacy.
Neva did I noe, tat was the gal who gave you the valentine card. The sms was saying:" Wat did u wanna tell me abt your dream last nitz." But dear why? Im your wife but den you couldnt tell me tat and yet sms another gal this msg. Do u feel my pain inside my heart? Alright, Im acted normal and reply her. "Im sori, I've forgotten wat did I msg u, could u pls tell me?" Den she replied saying tat" U dreamed of something abt her and wanna tell her." After tat, I've stop reply.
When you are back, Im askin u, who did u sms ytd. You began to suspect me seeing your phone. Im tellin u I didnt. Den, u still can bluff me by sending a guy this msg: "Are you a guy or gal." That person is a guy of coz reply u as he is a guy. But, wat is my most heart pain is, my dear was liein to me. The number I saw was not this. And u started to quarrel with me and that is my another painful thing. My hubby can actually quarrel with me becoz of another gal. The whole issue im not at fault, in the end I still be the one who started to talk to u and apologize to u.
Well, this gal and u keep on contacting each other. I guess u did like her alot. I am thinkin of given up. But becoz of my 2 kids. I just put off. The rests of the msg is actually from er jie. I didnt do anything anymore. But this gal still can curse us tat one day we will divorce. This is the most worry thing I've eva had.
I've tried not to think much, continued to do my work and my stuffs. This has been a very painful thing to me. We hav started to ingore each other feeling no matter wat we do. After that, I wish to move out to hav a beta life with only 4 of us life. Are u objected? I insist. Becoz I hope we can actually can an adult and dun always depends on parents anymore. Moreover, we are not young anymore, shouldnt be always sleep with kids and should be havin out own house too.
Finally, we got our own love nest. We use our 3 months effort to build our love nest. We paint, clean and buy furnitures. Altot we dun hav much cash on hand. Altot wat I wanna do has become a dream. No matter wat, I am very pleaseful with wat I've own now. This is our 1st love nest. Are you happy? Are you stress with the financial? Dear, No matter wat, we are husband and wife. We can shared our sow and happiness together de right?
We got ourself a maid to take care of kids. So tat we can put our heart to work without any worry. For the 1st 2 years still okie. But after that, we started to having problem again. Again when u hav problem, u dun talk to me, you started to hide everything from me. After tat, we do each other thing without informed each other. I am begin to hav this find of feeling tat u no longer love me anymore. Or rather said u are used to hav me ard only. We always putting our kids on maid and dun really care this home at all.
Not long we got our 1st car redtimo. altot it is small, but for our family is not a good enough. Redtimo is really a good partner when im down, he is the only one who can be with me no matter how. But as for hubby and kids, they are far far away from me when the time passed by. altot tat time I still not yet got my licence, redtimo is always by my side.
But however, he also brin us bad memory too. And given us lotsa of bad news. I was thinkin, if we didnt buy redtimo, den we shouldnt ba havin this kind of fate.
You getting more and more supersitious. While, I noe im wrong by doing this. I dunno it is consider do this to let u feel how i feel or just wanna to make you angry only. I started to go out ppl and ingore your feeling. I find it outside life is actually feel good which is when im young I dun even got it. Perharps we are together since very young, and dun really hav tat kind of life which ppl hav while we dun hav. No matter wat, u still hav a group of good friends which can talk to you. As for mi, all my friends come and go. And of coz some are afriad of u. U scare all my friends aways.
Remember there's once you said wanna go to West side to fetch your friend to east. Which is I think why should u do tat, he cant just come himself mah. Tat time I was really very sick, and wish you are around with me. That the moments I will feel warm. But, you choose to go out without letting me knowing. When I wake up, I cant locate you. No one was at home there for me too and I was terrible sick. Been keep on calling and calling you but you neva pick up the call. Suddenly, you called me back and saying you are at the hospital. I was like a mad woman worry abt your safety. At the point, I was thinkin, if you like tat left me, wat will be happen to my kids and mi. We cant live without u. The time when u was in hospital, I really got no mood to do any, just wanna get to see u asap. As long as I noe u are safe. Willing to take care of you for all my life even if one day I hav to do so. Dear, do you noe u mean alot to me? You cant hav any accident b4 mi. As you noe, I wont be living long. .
Alright, todaz's story will be till this. Today Im taking half a day to settled our love nest fengshui. Hopefully it's work. No doubt it is exp but dear, as long as you willing to give me a chance and come back to me. I promise we will stay together till we are old. And I will find this kind of money are worth it.
Regards,
ShiQi
Monday, November 17, 2008
Our Memory Part 4
Dear hubby,
Im just back from work. Didnt really noe actually there lotsa of ppls in office are so concerned abt me too. Really please to have such a group of good friends around me. Im glad. Er Jie was right, I've to pull myself up and cant always dazz there and doing nothing, I hav to fight for my right just for my family if I wan my family back.
Hm, does we look like penpal? hooho..Its really doesnt matter to me anymore, as long as I noe u are safe and sound. Can eat and sleep well, most impt is u are happily. Thats all my contents. Attached a song for u and in the same time read our lovely story.
Oh ya, on sat actually i've passed some of your clothes to mama, just afraid u dun hav any clothes left there and u neva come back and collect it. U are my hubby, I should do my part as a wife to take care of u wheneva necessary u need. no doubt I cant take care of u directly.
Alright, back to our story. I still remember the day before our marriage. We really miss each other very much but den we cant see each other. So sad right. We only can chat on phone. Are u excited tat night? I am because after tml we are really husband and wife. Heaven is too good to me for given me such a precious present that is you. But im at fault, dunno how to treasure you, the warm hand of yours which I always have had been fly away without knowing. 'cry
When the day our marriage, u are so handsome sia, so man. My hubby is always the most handsome guy in my heart. Even till now, I still telling all my colleages that no one can replace my hubby in my heart. He is the best guy for me and will love mi till we old, no teeth, white hair, hubby with a big belly, we still holding hand and walk along the seaside together. That is very sweet moments for me when u telling me tat.
The day was very tire after the whole section. no doubt very tire but den tat was the most happy day for me. Finally we are husband and wife, can staying together, hug together foreva. We actually slept very early on tat day coz we are super tire remember. In the middle of the nitz, we wake up, becoz we are hungry and start looking for stuffs to put inside our stomach.
After tat we watch the TV show together, neva noe hubby beside me was such a precious thing. I am so blessful. Morning u go to school while I wait for u at home patiently as a wife. I wash and iron your school paint daily coz it's really too dirty. This day was my most happy times together with u. Stomach was become bigger day by day. My worry was if my baby is a gal, will u dislike? Will mama and papa dislike too? I wish our 1st precious baby is a baby boy. Den dear you will have Hou Dai le.
Den one day, u, mama and me going to do scanning for our baby. I was really afraid den. While waiting, In front of me the lady come out and said that she can do the scanning due to no water. She need to take up 8 cups of water den can do the scanning. I was shock at that times becoz I also neva take much water too. I quickly go and take some water, keep on drinking and drinking. Finally, its is my turn now. However, Im still praying that god could give us a baby boy. And, finally I hav reduce my stress. IT IS A BABY BOY. Our son son cum bui bui cum xiao peng zi cum bui zai Willson Tan. Are you happy too?
After not long, I've given birth. Our precious son has been to this wonderful world. He is so cute, chubby and very charming too. Altough he really looks like you. The skin is super black. Ops, it is dark cocoa. Given birth is really very terrible period. Very painful, and finally I can give birth to him. No matter wat, my hubby is beside me. I dun afriad of any. 3 days liao, im going home. Still, very painful wheneva i wanna to sit down. Lucky my hubby was there to help me here and there. Still Remember the 3rd days after I discharge, boy boy suddenly dunno wan, keep on crying and refused to sleep. And u carry him on your arm den he fall asleep.
Days passed by very fast. One month already. He is one month old liao. But it really very tough for me during tat month. I dunno how to being a good mother I guess, thats why keep on scolding by that aunty who wash the clothes for mi. and also, finally I can bath le.. haha.. Does son son give u a hard time too? I guess u must be very stress ba, coz u still need to study. So heartpain. .
Baby really grown up very fast. And Im staying at home to take care of him and u. Being a housewife not really tat fantanstic. Im become more and more hot temper, Even got the chan Hou You Yu Zhen. Hubby was always be there for mi no matter wat. Thats how I dun getting that jialat status. 2 yrs later, our mei mei wanna come to this world too. I noe im havin her for 2 weeks. Im happy and ensure this is a gal indeed no doubt is only 2 weeks. my sad thing is my hubby want me to aborb her. Im really very sad. No doubt Im the only person who working and u still studying. I tell myself I cant aborb her. I wan to give birth to her. And finally U agreed. Im so happy
All I planned for the name, buy for her clothes are all gal coz she really given me this feeling she is a gal. Indeed she was a gal after scanning. And this time I no longer stress whether is a gal or boy. Coz im noein it..
When time passed by, I dunno why u become more and more Zhi Bi. You dun talk to me much, we quarrel alot, u hide lotsa of things from mi. You dun even wan to come back home. Im havin mei mei for a few month and Im stop working. I should be understand that you are stress, u felt u seeing me will be very guilty. but dear, dun u noe that, we are husband and wife. We should share the joy when we are happy, shared the sow when we are down. I dun mind or blame u are poor, once we worked hard, one day we will be havin a happy life. Arent it?
Well, I was pretty sad and think hopeless when u didnt wan to come home. I noe u dun like to bring out the house key. So every nitz I could just stand at the back window and watching you. Whichever the taxi turning in, I will be hope that is my dear which is u. Unfornaturely, each hope will give me disappointed again. There's once u 3 days neva come back. Im super angry, when u are home, u dun even tell me where u going. and I saw a love mark on your neck. dear, do u feel my pain??
This kind of life Im havin for almost half a yr. After given birth to mei mei, elder sister told me tat go out for work, dun always think wild and dun always stick on u. Go out with friends offen. Den my life will be happily. I listen to her. I do wat she told me. Im stop calling u offen nor stick to u. Den finally one day, U felt something missing. U start calling me and stick to me offen. Do u feel how I feel during the time when u are not with me when I need you?
Hm. . Too long le. . I think u are tire of reading liao.. We shall stop here ba. Tml den we continue. . Take good care my dear. I love u..
Regards,
ShiQi
Im just back from work. Didnt really noe actually there lotsa of ppls in office are so concerned abt me too. Really please to have such a group of good friends around me. Im glad. Er Jie was right, I've to pull myself up and cant always dazz there and doing nothing, I hav to fight for my right just for my family if I wan my family back.
Hm, does we look like penpal? hooho..Its really doesnt matter to me anymore, as long as I noe u are safe and sound. Can eat and sleep well, most impt is u are happily. Thats all my contents. Attached a song for u and in the same time read our lovely story.
Oh ya, on sat actually i've passed some of your clothes to mama, just afraid u dun hav any clothes left there and u neva come back and collect it. U are my hubby, I should do my part as a wife to take care of u wheneva necessary u need. no doubt I cant take care of u directly.
Alright, back to our story. I still remember the day before our marriage. We really miss each other very much but den we cant see each other. So sad right. We only can chat on phone. Are u excited tat night? I am because after tml we are really husband and wife. Heaven is too good to me for given me such a precious present that is you. But im at fault, dunno how to treasure you, the warm hand of yours which I always have had been fly away without knowing. 'cry
When the day our marriage, u are so handsome sia, so man. My hubby is always the most handsome guy in my heart. Even till now, I still telling all my colleages that no one can replace my hubby in my heart. He is the best guy for me and will love mi till we old, no teeth, white hair, hubby with a big belly, we still holding hand and walk along the seaside together. That is very sweet moments for me when u telling me tat.
The day was very tire after the whole section. no doubt very tire but den tat was the most happy day for me. Finally we are husband and wife, can staying together, hug together foreva. We actually slept very early on tat day coz we are super tire remember. In the middle of the nitz, we wake up, becoz we are hungry and start looking for stuffs to put inside our stomach.
After tat we watch the TV show together, neva noe hubby beside me was such a precious thing. I am so blessful. Morning u go to school while I wait for u at home patiently as a wife. I wash and iron your school paint daily coz it's really too dirty. This day was my most happy times together with u. Stomach was become bigger day by day. My worry was if my baby is a gal, will u dislike? Will mama and papa dislike too? I wish our 1st precious baby is a baby boy. Den dear you will have Hou Dai le.
Den one day, u, mama and me going to do scanning for our baby. I was really afraid den. While waiting, In front of me the lady come out and said that she can do the scanning due to no water. She need to take up 8 cups of water den can do the scanning. I was shock at that times becoz I also neva take much water too. I quickly go and take some water, keep on drinking and drinking. Finally, its is my turn now. However, Im still praying that god could give us a baby boy. And, finally I hav reduce my stress. IT IS A BABY BOY. Our son son cum bui bui cum xiao peng zi cum bui zai Willson Tan. Are you happy too?
After not long, I've given birth. Our precious son has been to this wonderful world. He is so cute, chubby and very charming too. Altough he really looks like you. The skin is super black. Ops, it is dark cocoa. Given birth is really very terrible period. Very painful, and finally I can give birth to him. No matter wat, my hubby is beside me. I dun afriad of any. 3 days liao, im going home. Still, very painful wheneva i wanna to sit down. Lucky my hubby was there to help me here and there. Still Remember the 3rd days after I discharge, boy boy suddenly dunno wan, keep on crying and refused to sleep. And u carry him on your arm den he fall asleep.
Days passed by very fast. One month already. He is one month old liao. But it really very tough for me during tat month. I dunno how to being a good mother I guess, thats why keep on scolding by that aunty who wash the clothes for mi. and also, finally I can bath le.. haha.. Does son son give u a hard time too? I guess u must be very stress ba, coz u still need to study. So heartpain. .
Baby really grown up very fast. And Im staying at home to take care of him and u. Being a housewife not really tat fantanstic. Im become more and more hot temper, Even got the chan Hou You Yu Zhen. Hubby was always be there for mi no matter wat. Thats how I dun getting that jialat status. 2 yrs later, our mei mei wanna come to this world too. I noe im havin her for 2 weeks. Im happy and ensure this is a gal indeed no doubt is only 2 weeks. my sad thing is my hubby want me to aborb her. Im really very sad. No doubt Im the only person who working and u still studying. I tell myself I cant aborb her. I wan to give birth to her. And finally U agreed. Im so happy
All I planned for the name, buy for her clothes are all gal coz she really given me this feeling she is a gal. Indeed she was a gal after scanning. And this time I no longer stress whether is a gal or boy. Coz im noein it..
When time passed by, I dunno why u become more and more Zhi Bi. You dun talk to me much, we quarrel alot, u hide lotsa of things from mi. You dun even wan to come back home. Im havin mei mei for a few month and Im stop working. I should be understand that you are stress, u felt u seeing me will be very guilty. but dear, dun u noe that, we are husband and wife. We should share the joy when we are happy, shared the sow when we are down. I dun mind or blame u are poor, once we worked hard, one day we will be havin a happy life. Arent it?
Well, I was pretty sad and think hopeless when u didnt wan to come home. I noe u dun like to bring out the house key. So every nitz I could just stand at the back window and watching you. Whichever the taxi turning in, I will be hope that is my dear which is u. Unfornaturely, each hope will give me disappointed again. There's once u 3 days neva come back. Im super angry, when u are home, u dun even tell me where u going. and I saw a love mark on your neck. dear, do u feel my pain??
This kind of life Im havin for almost half a yr. After given birth to mei mei, elder sister told me tat go out for work, dun always think wild and dun always stick on u. Go out with friends offen. Den my life will be happily. I listen to her. I do wat she told me. Im stop calling u offen nor stick to u. Den finally one day, U felt something missing. U start calling me and stick to me offen. Do u feel how I feel during the time when u are not with me when I need you?
Hm. . Too long le. . I think u are tire of reading liao.. We shall stop here ba. Tml den we continue. . Take good care my dear. I love u..
Regards,
ShiQi
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Our memory Part 3
Good morning dear hubby. .
How are u today? Must be so tire of work ba. Understand that you are home very late abt 4am last nitz. Take care of urself le and dun work so hard. Kids need u to pei them too..Remember ya, kids grow up very fast de. I guess u also dun wan to waste the precious times together with them and the family right. But sori to say, without mum with them.
Todaz is 6th day. I miss u and the kids. Just wondered can we hav back our happy family one day . .
Oh ya, my sister just given birth to a baby gal, whether u've times to go and visit her mah, moreover she is your sister too. .No doubt they are poor and thinking mind is not adult yet, at least I guess they are in beta situation den us. :(
Ytd I've a long talk to dad. He make me realise that I still had this family to support with. Im so touching. However, I guess u dun wish to see me ba, tats why u choose not to be ard. I hope one day I will melt your heart. As I've decided to treat u my only loved. From this moments till my last breather. Even if we no longer together, I will be waiting for you till my last breather too. . I just get to noe from dad tat someone told him that u eva said u wanna hold a wedding dinner for mi. So sweet, from the time I heard it, I really wanna run to him and give u a big hug. . Dear, Neva noe u are so concern and think of mi. Im really really very touch dear. . Even now if U dun plan to do tat, it is doesnt a matter to me. Im now looking forward is our future. As long as we are happily together till old. Tat is my wish.
Let us continuted ba. .
Hmm, last night I was talkin abt our 1st precious time together, actually I really very scare. It is howeva our first time right..:)
So scare of getting pregnant too . but dear, I will do wateva u requested. . Things not tat scary if u are with me.
My hubby of coz more and more become very expert le, he noes everything how to work even u said im your 1st gal. Im so touch and glad tat your 1st gal and u are my 1st man.
Not long, this time im really kena strike.. not strike toto hor, is strike baby. 4D also not tat chun la..But we were afriad to inform our parents, hence we just kept ourselves for quite some times. There's once u told me tat u hint sis, but in the end she tell mama, den mama come and asked u but den I guess u are scare to tell her, den u was saying:"Im liein." Again we have to wait..
But as u noe la, my stomach cant wait for too long, one day by one day bigger. .until 8th months liao den bobian we hav to say out. But dear, i noe, u really hard a hard time, i noe stress was given to u. U really need alot of gu qi to bring up this issue. I hope dad wont give u any hard time.
Den, suddenly your whole family and u come to my house and askin for marriage. I was so touch but would also scare tat my dad will reject. Surprise he was shock too but den he neva rejected.
But, my dad told ur dad tat u eva told him off. and so sad thing is to see my lovely dear got to apologise to my dad. And u was being forgiven. Finally we can being together foreva le. .When u go home with your parent, im really very happy and finally my stress are all gone. My dad was actually told me,:"U hav grown up, decision is yours whether wanna to marry or not. but once decided, no regret. I wont push u to do thing tat u dun wan." I am very touching and telling my dad tat:" I AM willing to marry u as u are my only love, I wan u means u are u (Zhiqiang), and not becoz im pregnant."
Our marriage was pretty fast sia, between 2 weeks everything settled sia. Really pei fu dad. .However, tat time I really got tat kind of mind set, why we cant just get marry after give birth to boy boy. As u noe la, marriage is a quite wonderful thing to both of us. Is a good memory, we should not rush for it. Moreover, I felt not nice with a big tummy in a grown. Last time thinkin really very foolish right? But now my thinking has already changed. As long as my hubby stay with me foreva, I dun mind all tat any more. And as long as we should look for our future and shouldn't think back.
Yawn. . Hubby Im tire liao. . Tml got to start work liao. Im been lack for so long, I will work hard for the family and thats is for sure. Could be said these few days I dun really hav enough sleep. Sigh, too lonely without u and kids around. The whole house like got lotsa of Yin qin rather den Yang qin. Sometimes at In the middle of the nitz I still can heard of weird sound sia.. I got to rush my study too. . Being lack for some times too, but dunno why, I cant get myself concerated. .Sigh..
Im sorry to talk all these again, Ciao..Really very tire liao. Nitz my dear hubby . . Rest for a while and will back to my study. I wil email u again tml ya..
Regards,
ShiQi
How are u today? Must be so tire of work ba. Understand that you are home very late abt 4am last nitz. Take care of urself le and dun work so hard. Kids need u to pei them too..Remember ya, kids grow up very fast de. I guess u also dun wan to waste the precious times together with them and the family right. But sori to say, without mum with them.
Todaz is 6th day. I miss u and the kids. Just wondered can we hav back our happy family one day . .
Oh ya, my sister just given birth to a baby gal, whether u've times to go and visit her mah, moreover she is your sister too. .No doubt they are poor and thinking mind is not adult yet, at least I guess they are in beta situation den us. :(
Ytd I've a long talk to dad. He make me realise that I still had this family to support with. Im so touching. However, I guess u dun wish to see me ba, tats why u choose not to be ard. I hope one day I will melt your heart. As I've decided to treat u my only loved. From this moments till my last breather. Even if we no longer together, I will be waiting for you till my last breather too. . I just get to noe from dad tat someone told him that u eva said u wanna hold a wedding dinner for mi. So sweet, from the time I heard it, I really wanna run to him and give u a big hug. . Dear, Neva noe u are so concern and think of mi. Im really really very touch dear. . Even now if U dun plan to do tat, it is doesnt a matter to me. Im now looking forward is our future. As long as we are happily together till old. Tat is my wish.
Let us continuted ba. .
Hmm, last night I was talkin abt our 1st precious time together, actually I really very scare. It is howeva our first time right..:)
So scare of getting pregnant too . but dear, I will do wateva u requested. . Things not tat scary if u are with me.
My hubby of coz more and more become very expert le, he noes everything how to work even u said im your 1st gal. Im so touch and glad tat your 1st gal and u are my 1st man.
Not long, this time im really kena strike.. not strike toto hor, is strike baby. 4D also not tat chun la..But we were afriad to inform our parents, hence we just kept ourselves for quite some times. There's once u told me tat u hint sis, but in the end she tell mama, den mama come and asked u but den I guess u are scare to tell her, den u was saying:"Im liein." Again we have to wait..
But as u noe la, my stomach cant wait for too long, one day by one day bigger. .until 8th months liao den bobian we hav to say out. But dear, i noe, u really hard a hard time, i noe stress was given to u. U really need alot of gu qi to bring up this issue. I hope dad wont give u any hard time.
Den, suddenly your whole family and u come to my house and askin for marriage. I was so touch but would also scare tat my dad will reject. Surprise he was shock too but den he neva rejected.
But, my dad told ur dad tat u eva told him off. and so sad thing is to see my lovely dear got to apologise to my dad. And u was being forgiven. Finally we can being together foreva le. .When u go home with your parent, im really very happy and finally my stress are all gone. My dad was actually told me,:"U hav grown up, decision is yours whether wanna to marry or not. but once decided, no regret. I wont push u to do thing tat u dun wan." I am very touching and telling my dad tat:" I AM willing to marry u as u are my only love, I wan u means u are u (Zhiqiang), and not becoz im pregnant."
Our marriage was pretty fast sia, between 2 weeks everything settled sia. Really pei fu dad. .However, tat time I really got tat kind of mind set, why we cant just get marry after give birth to boy boy. As u noe la, marriage is a quite wonderful thing to both of us. Is a good memory, we should not rush for it. Moreover, I felt not nice with a big tummy in a grown. Last time thinkin really very foolish right? But now my thinking has already changed. As long as my hubby stay with me foreva, I dun mind all tat any more. And as long as we should look for our future and shouldn't think back.
Yawn. . Hubby Im tire liao. . Tml got to start work liao. Im been lack for so long, I will work hard for the family and thats is for sure. Could be said these few days I dun really hav enough sleep. Sigh, too lonely without u and kids around. The whole house like got lotsa of Yin qin rather den Yang qin. Sometimes at In the middle of the nitz I still can heard of weird sound sia.. I got to rush my study too. . Being lack for some times too, but dunno why, I cant get myself concerated. .Sigh..
Im sorry to talk all these again, Ciao..Really very tire liao. Nitz my dear hubby . . Rest for a while and will back to my study. I wil email u again tml ya..
Regards,
ShiQi
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Our Memory Part 2
Hubby,
Hav a nice day today? Hope u are well. .
Todaz is our sepration day 5. I miss u lot.
Let us continue our story ba.
Well, Ytd we was talkin until going to redhill to watch the movie right. Today let talk abt the most future step of us.
Hm, remember we pak tok tat time, first time u came to my house. With the little boy i cant remember his name liao. Jun Yuan's brother. He and my sis is also friend sia. So co-inncident. Well, from tat time onwards, u comin to find me offen. My mum sometimes was so irritating, scold u and me for nothing. I still remember u ever can climb my window in to find me. One time I dun feel wanna let u go home, would like to stay with u for the night, I approached u to stay at my house and u agreed. So sweet Remember once I sang u a song saying "dun leave?" Are u touchin at that point?
Remember u like to play basketball? I can just wait for u there and watch u playin without any bored. There's one time U lie on my lap and watch the match until u fall asleep. I can just let u sleep for almost abt 2 hours. omg . .My leg nearly cramp sia.. but still I felt happeness den.
That was my most blessful times wheneva im with u..
Things was not time smoothly of coz. We hav our problem and difficultive too. Im having family problem such as financial. I've to work to support family. Life was tough but do I hav a choice. You was there with me lucky. That why I dun felt depressed. I dare not go home, lucky u provide me your home to stay with. I still remember when dad called up u still dare to tell him off. Wow..so man sia.. I love it.
So fast, 3 yrs has passed. . And One day, it is your birthday. I wanna to give u a surprise. So i wait for u at your house downstep, Im afriad of going up becoz during tat time your mama looks like dun really like me. She even asked me to keep a distance from u and u tell her off:" My prob u dun bother" No doubt tat is not right but still, so man sia.. Hoho..
Back to you brithday, I wait and wait, but couldnt wait for u to come back, afternoon to evening, almost 7 hours, den u appeared. No doubt I was very angry but when I see u, the angry in me are all gone.. Just wan to give u a big hug and saying: "Happy Birthday dear, I love u"
There's once a valentine day, u suppose to meet me remember. But, after that I get to noe that another gal is actually fancy of u too. She gave u a card and wanna to meet u. God bless me, u didnt open the card on tat day. . Hence u are celebrating valentine day with me. Tat was our 1st valentine . .
We get more and more close, and even do wat our first time precious thing. . After that I was telling myself, I AM already belong to u. .U are the only man for mi and no one else. I love u..
Thats all for today, to be continue tml.. I will be sending u email to refresh our memory daily . . even if im not free
Dun worry abt me dear, I am trying to get well for myself and wont dependin on u, no doubt I used to do tat these 15 yrs. Im sorry im really very dependin on u. So hard on u my dear..Take care ya..
Regards,
ShiQi
Hav a nice day today? Hope u are well. .
Todaz is our sepration day 5. I miss u lot.
Let us continue our story ba.
Well, Ytd we was talkin until going to redhill to watch the movie right. Today let talk abt the most future step of us.
Hm, remember we pak tok tat time, first time u came to my house. With the little boy i cant remember his name liao. Jun Yuan's brother. He and my sis is also friend sia. So co-inncident. Well, from tat time onwards, u comin to find me offen. My mum sometimes was so irritating, scold u and me for nothing. I still remember u ever can climb my window in to find me. One time I dun feel wanna let u go home, would like to stay with u for the night, I approached u to stay at my house and u agreed. So sweet Remember once I sang u a song saying "dun leave?" Are u touchin at that point?
Remember u like to play basketball? I can just wait for u there and watch u playin without any bored. There's one time U lie on my lap and watch the match until u fall asleep. I can just let u sleep for almost abt 2 hours. omg . .My leg nearly cramp sia.. but still I felt happeness den.
That was my most blessful times wheneva im with u..
Things was not time smoothly of coz. We hav our problem and difficultive too. Im having family problem such as financial. I've to work to support family. Life was tough but do I hav a choice. You was there with me lucky. That why I dun felt depressed. I dare not go home, lucky u provide me your home to stay with. I still remember when dad called up u still dare to tell him off. Wow..so man sia.. I love it.
So fast, 3 yrs has passed. . And One day, it is your birthday. I wanna to give u a surprise. So i wait for u at your house downstep, Im afriad of going up becoz during tat time your mama looks like dun really like me. She even asked me to keep a distance from u and u tell her off:" My prob u dun bother" No doubt tat is not right but still, so man sia.. Hoho..
Back to you brithday, I wait and wait, but couldnt wait for u to come back, afternoon to evening, almost 7 hours, den u appeared. No doubt I was very angry but when I see u, the angry in me are all gone.. Just wan to give u a big hug and saying: "Happy Birthday dear, I love u"
There's once a valentine day, u suppose to meet me remember. But, after that I get to noe that another gal is actually fancy of u too. She gave u a card and wanna to meet u. God bless me, u didnt open the card on tat day. . Hence u are celebrating valentine day with me. Tat was our 1st valentine . .
We get more and more close, and even do wat our first time precious thing. . After that I was telling myself, I AM already belong to u. .U are the only man for mi and no one else. I love u..
Thats all for today, to be continue tml.. I will be sending u email to refresh our memory daily . . even if im not free
Dun worry abt me dear, I am trying to get well for myself and wont dependin on u, no doubt I used to do tat these 15 yrs. Im sorry im really very dependin on u. So hard on u my dear..Take care ya..
Regards,
ShiQi
Friday, November 14, 2008
Our Memory Part 1
Hubby,
How are u today? Hope u are well in condition.
Remember those time when we are still young. Remember how we met? We meet in buger king. When Im first join and you start work after having chicken pops. I tot you are the new staff. You are saying to others tat Im still wanna teach you to do thing. So funny. But then I cant remember le.. :0
We offen work night shift. During the time u still hav Shirley, I was in touch with u. I was wondering, how can at first I so dislike u but den in the end I will fall in love with u. Life is so strange.
Still remember the time MC ask u to send me back home. At that time I really very scare of u. Of coz Im also scare that Im been caught a guy sending me back home. When the taxi reached my house, I quickly go down and asked u to go home. Very funny le u, get out of the taxi and keep on chasing me, I dun bother you and just go up. You should take the taxi home but den u walk back to BK again.. omg. . such a funny guy u are..
Remember our function at BK. Shirley hug u all the way during the dance.. I was a bit of..jealous..Den, notice there's a love mark on your neck. :( more hurt..
But, after noein tat u actually also like me at the point, I am so heart pain too to see when u are down. You are unsure whether Shirley love u or not. U looks lonely when at night. But I will always be there for u to listen to u. Every night u will walk me home. so romantic. .
Remember there another banana guy who love me too.. He approached u for help how to court me, den u still teach him how. Saying when crossing the road suddenly hold her weighs, if she didnt reject u means she love u. haha.. in the end u are the one who holding me..
The days really make me happy when u are with me. I felt like no one in the family treat me so good other den u. U are the one who can take me away far far away from the stupid family i've.
There's one day, u said wanna ask me something, u come and send me back home. But during the journey, u didnt talk. I was wonderin wat happen. U keep on hmm hmmm still nothing come out. Suddenly u asked.. "Do u love me?" Hm... At that time I was shock. And also think, u really love me? Or isit u wanna try my side if can den throw Shirley away.
Well, I didnt give u ans on the spot. I noe u are sad . .When u reached home, U gave me a call. And finally I said "Yes" before I hang up. That was how we start. So sweet memory. Do u felt happy tat u cant get to sleep on tat night?
But sweet memory aways go away very fast. Not long, many ppl talk abt us. Saying Im a bad gal who snatch other ppl's bf. So sad but lucky I've got your support. You are always there for me when im in trouble. U are the only and 1st guy I've hav in my life.
One day, Finally after so work hard and I've getting promotion. While u dun offen comes to work. Remember I've told everyone that I dunno guy's below how it looks. Surprise U borrow a tape from friends and let me see. However, I was shock that u kena caught by bring in blue tape to work. Mgr asked u to go in, me and Ah tat. Mgr asked:"Wats is tis?" U was hmm hmm..."Carton." Again Mgr asked:"2nd times, WAT IS THIS?" hmmhmm.."Carton" I can see Mgr face was turning black. And she put the tape inside the video to turn on. WE GOT SHOCK. IS A RA TAPE.
U was being punishment. . Again Im so heart pain. U alone stayin outside. . I go out and checked out with u.. Askin:"Are u ok?" But den I dunno why, the more I asked the more your tears come out. . I wanna to clam u down but in the end make more worst. From that time onwards, U dun like to come to work, and keep on given excuses.
but still, u will offen come and fetch me home. Life is tough on tat point but no matter wat, u are there for mi. I felt very peaceful.
There's on day we are watchin movie. You secretly hold me hand and put on your lap,hmm.. near there..after movie u asked:" Just now did U feel it?" I wondering:simi?? U said:" didi la" Den I was:" Oh, no wonder la, how come youe lap is moving like tat" Really joke of the day
One day, Ah tat wanna court Yuying. And he arranged a day out with Siong Seng, Mei Er, Yuying, Ah Tat, of coz u and me. I still remember Im wearing a red suit. U found my top is actually to tied. Den suggest buyin a dress for mi. Tks dear.. I love it..
We offen go to toilet for chatting still remember? We off the light, and we do simi inside also no one noeing.. So funny..
We ever go out alone together. Actually tat time also kena snoke by Ah Tat. In the end only me and u. We met in Bedok. We ate the carrot cake in hawker centre. U was askin me why dun wanna eat. I said im not hungry. Tell u the secret now. Actually Im hungry. It just tat Im too shy to eat in front of u..I go home lagi eat like hell sia.. HOHO. We watch 2 times movie on tat day..
There's once we wanna watch the Yue Guan Bao Her part 2. We go all the way to redhill and watch the mid night show..Haha.. in the end no transport back home, We just there waiting and waiting till daylight.
Hmm.. I tink I've wrote alot today, to be continued ya . .Dun wanna stress u to read too much..We still hav lotsa of good memory.
Regards,
ShiQi
How are u today? Hope u are well in condition.
Remember those time when we are still young. Remember how we met? We meet in buger king. When Im first join and you start work after having chicken pops. I tot you are the new staff. You are saying to others tat Im still wanna teach you to do thing. So funny. But then I cant remember le.. :0
We offen work night shift. During the time u still hav Shirley, I was in touch with u. I was wondering, how can at first I so dislike u but den in the end I will fall in love with u. Life is so strange.
Still remember the time MC ask u to send me back home. At that time I really very scare of u. Of coz Im also scare that Im been caught a guy sending me back home. When the taxi reached my house, I quickly go down and asked u to go home. Very funny le u, get out of the taxi and keep on chasing me, I dun bother you and just go up. You should take the taxi home but den u walk back to BK again.. omg. . such a funny guy u are..
Remember our function at BK. Shirley hug u all the way during the dance.. I was a bit of..jealous..Den, notice there's a love mark on your neck. :( more hurt..
But, after noein tat u actually also like me at the point, I am so heart pain too to see when u are down. You are unsure whether Shirley love u or not. U looks lonely when at night. But I will always be there for u to listen to u. Every night u will walk me home. so romantic. .
Remember there another banana guy who love me too.. He approached u for help how to court me, den u still teach him how. Saying when crossing the road suddenly hold her weighs, if she didnt reject u means she love u. haha.. in the end u are the one who holding me..
The days really make me happy when u are with me. I felt like no one in the family treat me so good other den u. U are the one who can take me away far far away from the stupid family i've.
There's one day, u said wanna ask me something, u come and send me back home. But during the journey, u didnt talk. I was wonderin wat happen. U keep on hmm hmmm still nothing come out. Suddenly u asked.. "Do u love me?" Hm... At that time I was shock. And also think, u really love me? Or isit u wanna try my side if can den throw Shirley away.
Well, I didnt give u ans on the spot. I noe u are sad . .When u reached home, U gave me a call. And finally I said "Yes" before I hang up. That was how we start. So sweet memory. Do u felt happy tat u cant get to sleep on tat night?
But sweet memory aways go away very fast. Not long, many ppl talk abt us. Saying Im a bad gal who snatch other ppl's bf. So sad but lucky I've got your support. You are always there for me when im in trouble. U are the only and 1st guy I've hav in my life.
One day, Finally after so work hard and I've getting promotion. While u dun offen comes to work. Remember I've told everyone that I dunno guy's below how it looks. Surprise U borrow a tape from friends and let me see. However, I was shock that u kena caught by bring in blue tape to work. Mgr asked u to go in, me and Ah tat. Mgr asked:"Wats is tis?" U was hmm hmm..."Carton." Again Mgr asked:"2nd times, WAT IS THIS?" hmmhmm.."Carton" I can see Mgr face was turning black. And she put the tape inside the video to turn on. WE GOT SHOCK. IS A RA TAPE.
U was being punishment. . Again Im so heart pain. U alone stayin outside. . I go out and checked out with u.. Askin:"Are u ok?" But den I dunno why, the more I asked the more your tears come out. . I wanna to clam u down but in the end make more worst. From that time onwards, U dun like to come to work, and keep on given excuses.
but still, u will offen come and fetch me home. Life is tough on tat point but no matter wat, u are there for mi. I felt very peaceful.
There's on day we are watchin movie. You secretly hold me hand and put on your lap,hmm.. near there..after movie u asked:" Just now did U feel it?" I wondering:simi?? U said:" didi la" Den I was:" Oh, no wonder la, how come youe lap is moving like tat" Really joke of the day
One day, Ah tat wanna court Yuying. And he arranged a day out with Siong Seng, Mei Er, Yuying, Ah Tat, of coz u and me. I still remember Im wearing a red suit. U found my top is actually to tied. Den suggest buyin a dress for mi. Tks dear.. I love it..
We offen go to toilet for chatting still remember? We off the light, and we do simi inside also no one noeing.. So funny..
We ever go out alone together. Actually tat time also kena snoke by Ah Tat. In the end only me and u. We met in Bedok. We ate the carrot cake in hawker centre. U was askin me why dun wanna eat. I said im not hungry. Tell u the secret now. Actually Im hungry. It just tat Im too shy to eat in front of u..I go home lagi eat like hell sia.. HOHO. We watch 2 times movie on tat day..
There's once we wanna watch the Yue Guan Bao Her part 2. We go all the way to redhill and watch the mid night show..Haha.. in the end no transport back home, We just there waiting and waiting till daylight.
Hmm.. I tink I've wrote alot today, to be continued ya . .Dun wanna stress u to read too much..We still hav lotsa of good memory.
Regards,
ShiQi
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Goodbye my dear. .
Hubby,
I've shifted out of our love nest. The love nest is also belong to you. I know if I dun go out, u wont be coming back. Hence, move out is the best solution. I will be putting up in a hotel. I will try to pick up things when u are not ard. So tat we wont meet up.
It is so sad that if u had a house but u dare not go home. Tat kind of feelin I ever had b4 when im young. For mi, I am sad of leavin too but I cant bear to see you dare not come back and hang ard outside and the loneliness.
U rather go mum's house to slp but not comin back.. I really dunno wat's went wrong but it is really very sad to make this decision. I am really very heart pain too . .
Forgive me for not tellin u but I just go off like tat. I guess you wont wan to see me. You dun hav to hide from mi too.
Mei mei and boy boy need their clothes. Please help them to get it if u hav time..
Bye my dear..
Love u 4eva
I've shifted out of our love nest. The love nest is also belong to you. I know if I dun go out, u wont be coming back. Hence, move out is the best solution. I will be putting up in a hotel. I will try to pick up things when u are not ard. So tat we wont meet up.
It is so sad that if u had a house but u dare not go home. Tat kind of feelin I ever had b4 when im young. For mi, I am sad of leavin too but I cant bear to see you dare not come back and hang ard outside and the loneliness.
U rather go mum's house to slp but not comin back.. I really dunno wat's went wrong but it is really very sad to make this decision. I am really very heart pain too . .
Forgive me for not tellin u but I just go off like tat. I guess you wont wan to see me. You dun hav to hide from mi too.
Mei mei and boy boy need their clothes. Please help them to get it if u hav time..
Bye my dear..
Love u 4eva
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