Our Memory Part 4‏

Dear hubby,

Im just back from work. Didnt really noe actually there lotsa of ppls in office are so concerned abt me too. Really please to have such a group of good friends around me. Im glad. Er Jie was right, I've to pull myself up and cant always dazz there and doing nothing, I hav to fight for my right just for my family if I wan my family back.

Hm, does we look like penpal? hooho..Its really doesnt matter to me anymore, as long as I noe u are safe and sound. Can eat and sleep well, most impt is u are happily. Thats all my contents. Attached a song for u and in the same time read our lovely story.

Oh ya, on sat actually i've passed some of your clothes to mama, just afraid u dun hav any clothes left there and u neva come back and collect it. U are my hubby, I should do my part as a wife to take care of u wheneva necessary u need. no doubt I cant take care of u directly.

Alright, back to our story. I still remember the day before our marriage. We really miss each other very much but den we cant see each other. So sad right. We only can chat on phone. Are u excited tat night? I am because after tml we are really husband and wife. Heaven is too good to me for given me such a precious present that is you. But im at fault, dunno how to treasure you, the warm hand of yours which I always have had been fly away without knowing. 'cry

When the day our marriage, u are so handsome sia, so man. My hubby is always the most handsome guy in my heart. Even till now, I still telling all my colleages that no one can replace my hubby in my heart. He is the best guy for me and will love mi till we old, no teeth, white hair, hubby with a big belly, we still holding hand and walk along the seaside together. That is very sweet moments for me when u telling me tat.

The day was very tire after the whole section. no doubt very tire but den tat was the most happy day for me. Finally we are husband and wife, can staying together, hug together foreva. We actually slept very early on tat day coz we are super tire remember. In the middle of the nitz, we wake up, becoz we are hungry and start looking for stuffs to put inside our stomach.

After tat we watch the TV show together, neva noe hubby beside me was such a precious thing. I am so blessful. Morning u go to school while I wait for u at home patiently as a wife. I wash and iron your school paint daily coz it's really too dirty. This day was my most happy times together with u. Stomach was become bigger day by day. My worry was if my baby is a gal, will u dislike? Will mama and papa dislike too? I wish our 1st precious baby is a baby boy. Den dear you will have Hou Dai le.

Den one day, u, mama and me going to do scanning for our baby. I was really afraid den. While waiting, In front of me the lady come out and said that she can do the scanning due to no water. She need to take up 8 cups of water den can do the scanning. I was shock at that times becoz I also neva take much water too. I quickly go and take some water, keep on drinking and drinking. Finally, its is my turn now. However, Im still praying that god could give us a baby boy. And, finally I hav reduce my stress. IT IS A BABY BOY. Our son son cum bui bui cum xiao peng zi cum bui zai Willson Tan. Are you happy too?

After not long, I've given birth. Our precious son has been to this wonderful world. He is so cute, chubby and very charming too. Altough he really looks like you. The skin is super black. Ops, it is dark cocoa. Given birth is really very terrible period. Very painful, and finally I can give birth to him. No matter wat, my hubby is beside me. I dun afriad of any. 3 days liao, im going home. Still, very painful wheneva i wanna to sit down. Lucky my hubby was there to help me here and there. Still Remember the 3rd days after I discharge, boy boy suddenly dunno wan, keep on crying and refused to sleep. And u carry him on your arm den he fall asleep.

Days passed by very fast. One month already. He is one month old liao. But it really very tough for me during tat month. I dunno how to being a good mother I guess, thats why keep on scolding by that aunty who wash the clothes for mi. and also, finally I can bath le.. haha.. Does son son give u a hard time too? I guess u must be very stress ba, coz u still need to study. So heartpain. .

Baby really grown up very fast. And Im staying at home to take care of him and u. Being a housewife not really tat fantanstic. Im become more and more hot temper, Even got the chan Hou You Yu Zhen. Hubby was always be there for mi no matter wat. Thats how I dun getting that jialat status. 2 yrs later, our mei mei wanna come to this world too. I noe im havin her for 2 weeks. Im happy and ensure this is a gal indeed no doubt is only 2 weeks. my sad thing is my hubby want me to aborb her. Im really very sad. No doubt Im the only person who working and u still studying. I tell myself I cant aborb her. I wan to give birth to her. And finally U agreed. Im so happy

All I planned for the name, buy for her clothes are all gal coz she really given me this feeling she is a gal. Indeed she was a gal after scanning. And this time I no longer stress whether is a gal or boy. Coz im noein it..

When time passed by, I dunno why u become more and more Zhi Bi. You dun talk to me much, we quarrel alot, u hide lotsa of things from mi. You dun even wan to come back home. Im havin mei mei for a few month and Im stop working. I should be understand that you are stress, u felt u seeing me will be very guilty. but dear, dun u noe that, we are husband and wife. We should share the joy when we are happy, shared the sow when we are down. I dun mind or blame u are poor, once we worked hard, one day we will be havin a happy life. Arent it?

Well, I was pretty sad and think hopeless when u didnt wan to come home. I noe u dun like to bring out the house key. So every nitz I could just stand at the back window and watching you. Whichever the taxi turning in, I will be hope that is my dear which is u. Unfornaturely, each hope will give me disappointed again. There's once u 3 days neva come back. Im super angry, when u are home, u dun even tell me where u going. and I saw a love mark on your neck. dear, do u feel my pain??

This kind of life Im havin for almost half a yr. After given birth to mei mei, elder sister told me tat go out for work, dun always think wild and dun always stick on u. Go out with friends offen. Den my life will be happily. I listen to her. I do wat she told me. Im stop calling u offen nor stick to u. Den finally one day, U felt something missing. U start calling me and stick to me offen. Do u feel how I feel during the time when u are not with me when I need you?

Hm. . Too long le. . I think u are tire of reading liao.. We shall stop here ba. Tml den we continue. . Take good care my dear. I love u..

Regards,
ShiQi