Our memory Part 6‏

Halo hubby,

Guess wat, the long I've been waiting long of one show. "San Nian Ling Ba Ge Yue - The last of time" Act by Li Nan Xing and Wong Li Lin. and it was shown on Sunday afternoon. The story tells abt that They having one night stand in christmas eve, after tat their relationship drag until 3 years and 8 months den can become couple. It is a very romantic show and also very sad story.

Someone who ever said, once the person is not in love, they will hope to have one. Once they are in love, they will think of taking chance for granted. And guy wont grow old, they will only become fickle in love. Do you agreed?

Back to our story, this is gonna be a bad times for us.

Finally, I've having a group of friends who can listen to my worry and ciao happens in the family. I dunno they are real or fake, but somehow I feel warm there which is dear never been givin me for a couple of years. Den, Im becoming more and more dislike coming home. I felt outside I am more happy den. Tats will be shown dear will be concerning me when Im not at home. You will start to calling me and asking where am I? At first I would felt happy, but dear, u would just giving me disapproved comments. Which is I think, u are not concerning me, u are disgreed me by going out. But dear, wheneva u go out, u didnt asking me too. You didnt bring me out with u not like last time. Nor telling me wat bother u. So wheneva I've pick up your call, I would just listened to your scolding to me. Hence, I will become more ingore of your calls. No doubt when Im going home, still will be quarrel. And u are getting more and more unreasonable by pulling my hair and not letting me to sleep. Which I neva done this to you b4.

Now i finally noe a guy felt. He will be thinking wat is my wife doing? Is it she with a guy? This will be getting more and more desprate. We are lack of communication. If we use to communicate to each other and tells wat are both of us think abt. Perharps we wont be coming to this status. Im going wrong in a step, which is I ever think of divorcing with u. Did I make u very sad? Indeed!! I can feel your pain. It is really very very painful when someone asking u dun go and tat person no matter wat, still keep on avoid him/her.

It is very difficult to make tat decision. But after sepration. I dun find myself happy without you. Perharps Im still loving you. But dear, do u still love me too? It is very terrible without you by myself. I've been with you since im young. u are my only family I've. And the wonderful parent tat u've given me. Every night, once I think of it, I will cry, but no one noeing. .

Glad tat you are given me a chance for mend. Im hopefully to be your good wife. However, the feeling you given me, was totally different. I couldnt noe wat happen and how to explain. This whole yr you might be by my side. I am very glad. God is just playing with me. He keep on pester me and kena caught by u I guess.

When our wedding ann day, I will wish to spend my time with u, having candle dinner at cable car. I've already booked the table. But, u choose to go Bangkok instead. Dear, our 12 yrd old ann. . Do u really wan to let it go like tat. I am very pissed off. And so on friends asked to go to Batam, I tag along. I am going with a group of friends. .

Things neva pick up after when u are back. I was wonder, do u dun really care of my feeling anymore. Im guess u are struggling for so long, me too. I wish to hav a good talk with u and telling u my feeling. But it was too late. U decided to divorce me. But dear, I noe im at fault, I hope u can given me a last chance to mend it. Listen to my last wish. I will be fateful to you till my last breather. Im not becoz I felt lonely without u tat why I wanna to keep u by my side. It is becoz Dear. . U AS IN Tan Chih Chiang, IS THE ONLY PERSON I EVER LOVE. THAT IS TRUE AND I SWEAR !!

Thats the end of our story, dear, are you touching? Will you be re-consider our relationship again?

Dad told me alot on Sat night. I noe from the begining till now, I neva been a good wife nor a good mother to kids. I am very regret of it. No matter how I try, u just couldnt heard in. Im sori to do such a foolish thing as taking my own life but really dear, I dun mean to threaten u. Now, without u, Im just without my life, life with no colour anymore, no family, all I do was just dazz there dunno wat to do.

Im been picking up myself le, I wont do such foolish thing anymore. I want to win you back. I noe u are trying to avoid me, see redtimo are at downstair u rather go to coffee shop den coming up. I am very heart pain but still, I will wait for you, until one day you will find me Im really love you and wont be betray to you anymore. I will take this time to test my paitent to wait for you. So dear, do you feel it? Are you feeling the same as me too? I sms and email you so many times, do you get it?

No doubt sometimes at night once I think of you, I will cry. . But my emotion is ok le. So dun worry abt me. Just you, u need to take good care of yourself ok, dun work so hard to make yourself tire. Kids and me still need you. I will work hard for our family too. . And I wish one day, u and the kids will share the joy with me. And not im alone.

Dear, I hope this period wont be taking for so long. The house really need u much. . Kids also need us to be together too. . Of coz me also need you as much, need you as my husband. . Dear I love you. .

Everyday I will be saying I love you. . Good nitz. . Good morning to you. . Asking u eat le mah. . Tire mah after work. But dear, dun find me fan le. . This is wife duty to do tat. .

I've attached the link of the our photos. . Hope tat will touch your heart. .

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Photo_shoot_Album_with_hubby

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/45/Wedding_Album_

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/13/10_Feb_08_CNY_Daz_4_with_BK_frienz

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/17/01_Mar_08_Axls_belated_birthdaz_celebration

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/18/21_Mar_08_Fishing_with_hubby_and_hubbys_frienz

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/22/13_Sept_07_Cousin_Steven_ROM

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/23/19th_Apr_08_Dear_dear_BD_celebration_with_BK_frienz

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/25/01_May_08_Fishing_again

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/26/10_May_08_Mother_Daz_celebration

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/27/18_May_08_Lawrences_Birthdaz

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/36/Wedding_Annivesary_Prezie_for_Dear

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/43/25_Sept_08_Cousin_Steven_Yiping_wedding

http://yeoshiqi.multiply.com/photos/album/40/14_Sept_08_Kat_Guowei_Wedding_

Regards,
ShiQi, love you foreva and no ending. .