Our memory Part 3‏

Good morning dear hubby. .

How are u today? Must be so tire of work ba. Understand that you are home very late abt 4am last nitz. Take care of urself le and dun work so hard. Kids need u to pei them too..Remember ya, kids grow up very fast de. I guess u also dun wan to waste the precious times together with them and the family right. But sori to say, without mum with them.

Todaz is 6th day. I miss u and the kids. Just wondered can we hav back our happy family one day . .

Oh ya, my sister just given birth to a baby gal, whether u've times to go and visit her mah, moreover she is your sister too. .No doubt they are poor and thinking mind is not adult yet, at least I guess they are in beta situation den us. :(

Ytd I've a long talk to dad. He make me realise that I still had this family to support with. Im so touching. However, I guess u dun wish to see me ba, tats why u choose not to be ard. I hope one day I will melt your heart. As I've decided to treat u my only loved. From this moments till my last breather. Even if we no longer together, I will be waiting for you till my last breather too. . I just get to noe from dad tat someone told him that u eva said u wanna hold a wedding dinner for mi. So sweet, from the time I heard it, I really wanna run to him and give u a big hug. . Dear, Neva noe u are so concern and think of mi. Im really really very touch dear. . Even now if U dun plan to do tat, it is doesnt a matter to me. Im now looking forward is our future. As long as we are happily together till old. Tat is my wish.

Let us continuted ba. .

Hmm, last night I was talkin abt our 1st precious time together, actually I really very scare. It is howeva our first time right..:)

So scare of getting pregnant too . but dear, I will do wateva u requested. . Things not tat scary if u are with me.

My hubby of coz more and more become very expert le, he noes everything how to work even u said im your 1st gal. Im so touch and glad tat your 1st gal and u are my 1st man.

Not long, this time im really kena strike.. not strike toto hor, is strike baby. 4D also not tat chun la..But we were afriad to inform our parents, hence we just kept ourselves for quite some times. There's once u told me tat u hint sis, but in the end she tell mama, den mama come and asked u but den I guess u are scare to tell her, den u was saying:"Im liein." Again we have to wait..

But as u noe la, my stomach cant wait for too long, one day by one day bigger. .until 8th months liao den bobian we hav to say out. But dear, i noe, u really hard a hard time, i noe stress was given to u. U really need alot of gu qi to bring up this issue. I hope dad wont give u any hard time.

Den, suddenly your whole family and u come to my house and askin for marriage. I was so touch but would also scare tat my dad will reject. Surprise he was shock too but den he neva rejected.

But, my dad told ur dad tat u eva told him off. and so sad thing is to see my lovely dear got to apologise to my dad. And u was being forgiven. Finally we can being together foreva le. .When u go home with your parent, im really very happy and finally my stress are all gone. My dad was actually told me,:"U hav grown up, decision is yours whether wanna to marry or not. but once decided, no regret. I wont push u to do thing tat u dun wan." I am very touching and telling my dad tat:" I AM willing to marry u as u are my only love, I wan u means u are u (Zhiqiang), and not becoz im pregnant."

Our marriage was pretty fast sia, between 2 weeks everything settled sia. Really pei fu dad. .However, tat time I really got tat kind of mind set, why we cant just get marry after give birth to boy boy. As u noe la, marriage is a quite wonderful thing to both of us. Is a good memory, we should not rush for it. Moreover, I felt not nice with a big tummy in a grown. Last time thinkin really very foolish right? But now my thinking has already changed. As long as my hubby stay with me foreva, I dun mind all tat any more. And as long as we should look for our future and shouldn't think back.

Yawn. . Hubby Im tire liao. . Tml got to start work liao. Im been lack for so long, I will work hard for the family and thats is for sure. Could be said these few days I dun really hav enough sleep. Sigh, too lonely without u and kids around. The whole house like got lotsa of Yin qin rather den Yang qin. Sometimes at In the middle of the nitz I still can heard of weird sound sia.. I got to rush my study too. . Being lack for some times too, but dunno why, I cant get myself concerated. .Sigh..

Im sorry to talk all these again, Ciao..Really very tire liao. Nitz my dear hubby . . Rest for a while and will back to my study. I wil email u again tml ya..

Regards,
ShiQi