Day 82

Dear still sick for the day. . I wanna him to go see doctor but he refused. .

While Im at home, sms him so many times but he didnt reply. :( He only reply me that go praying tml. .

Den I went over to in law's house den. . I saw him sleeping. . He is sick. . But when I went up to him he said he is sick. . I said I pei him to see doctor and he dun wan. . He said he took half daz leave and rest and see how.

Mum said she wanna go to uncle's house and I drove her there. . Son son went out with friend and will go uncle's house directly at Tampines. .

In the end, dear told me he is not going for work. . He still sick. .

I was thinking of coming back to fetch him to see doctor. . But elder still dun wanna go home. . Den I pei her to an aunty's house den to downstair walk walk. . After dinner I wanna ciao le. . I neva get to hav any dinner coz Im worry abt dear dear. . Dunno how is he le. .

Dear elder aunt still want me to send her back. . Pengz. .

When I reach in law's house. I pei dear dear to see doctor. . He still havent get his dinner and we buy back home for it. . After tat, son son wanna to go home. . 1st time sia. . I dun really wan to go home but wan to pei dear dear. . Hopefully I can stay at in law house and take care of dear. . He is having LS. . Poor dear!!

But son son keep one chasing me home. . Dear also asked why he wanna go home le. . But dear dare not said out wan me to stay. . In no choice I choose to go home. .

I make a angry face of the kids. . Drove fast home. . Neva talk to them . .

Sian. . den I fall aslp after tat. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 81

Todaz I drive to work. . Coz tat Wednesday dear drove but the coupon neva tear fully. . So todaz will be the last day of Jan tat I can use it. .

We drove out to have lunch during lunch time. . Lunch Khaki compensate me some $$ for the coupon . . We went for Ajisen. .

I jio dear for movie and he said okie. . *wink* Den we watch "Wedding games". So so nia le the show. .

Evening time we went to Dua Pek Gong to pray. Tot can pray the "Tai Sui" as well but only can pray during 8am to 4.30pm nia. Sian. .

After tat we send parent in law back home and dear said wanna go for supper. . At first we wanna to eat prawn noodle but it is not open, haiz. . Den we went to Tamp 802 to hav mee instead. . Den we rush for movie. .

I hav a great time with dear on tat nitz. . Thanks dear. .

But however, when dear send me home, I asked him to stay for the nitz but he refuse. . Sigh!!

Wat a lonely nitz for me. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 80

Back to work todaz. . Abit sian after a long break. . Also tire coz last nitz play mahjong till very late. .

Dear not working todaz coz he is sick . .

Went to in law house after work. . Nothing much todaz to blog. . After tat home sweet home. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 79

Todaz is CNY Day 3. . On leave todaz. . But last nitz help out till very late. . So tire. .

Dear send me home after tat but he refuse to stay at home. .

Kids are at mum's house coz last nitz me went home late..

I asked dear wat time going to pray but den he said parent in law are not around le. . Den we went for having bf together. .

Afternoon we play mahjong with parent in law. . Till very late too . .Haaha. . But we quite enjoy. . I won $$ too. .

And again dear send me home. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 78 A VERY VERY HAPPY DAZ WITH HUBBY

Siao arr. . Last nitz super tire. . A lot of things to do. . and also need to entertain mama to play mahjong. . We play and laugh like hell. . So funny sia. . After the issue, think todaz will be my most happy daz. .

Den, after dinner, I suddenly fall asleep in the room. . Too tire liao. . Den ming ming asked to send him to Tampines. . So me and dear dear send him there. . Den dear go home with me to pack mine and kid's clothes. . Den back to mama's house again. . All ciao when we're home. . Saw mama again clean the house by her own. . No one help. . So pity her. . So I helped her to tidy up before I go for my bath. . Dear inside mum's room watch tv until he also fall asleep. . Den mum asked him to go back to room and slp. Alan slp super early sia. . Think she also cannot stand it liao..haaha..

Surprisingly dear come into Ming's room to slp. . I asked him to slp on top of the bed while I slp on the floor. . At tat time I still watching tv show. . When the show was over, I cover the blanket for him and he suddenly wake up and I asked him to slp. . Den he pull my hand. . Den I try to lie down beside him. . He neva rejected me. . And yet show that he is okie and started to hugz me. . And den we. . . . . . . (cannot say here la)

He asked me, if we do it and he didn't go home with me, will I be not happy. And I replied him "nope"

Den. . Nitz nitz. . I guess Im the most happy gal in this world last nitz. . I can felt at least right now he had started to accept me. All my efforts are shown to him. .

Wake up at abt 9am, I bath. . den pack my things just in case todaz got lotsa of ppl here and mum got to cook for them. . I got to help her. .

Ming ming said his stomach pain, and we send him to see doctor. . He kena food poisoning. Poor thing . . Cost him $85 coz todaz is cny mah, he somemore got injection.

Back home and we start to cook. . This and tat. . Relatives came and they praise me such a good gal todaz sia. . and also comments I've slim down. . Relatives also started to like me alot. . Unlike last time. . Think im young tat times and maybe they think I like to show temper. .

Alright. . Got to ciao and help mama again. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 77

I woke up at 7plus. . Den I went for my bath as dad saying that we need to go and pray ah ma at abt 9plus. . And den last nitz I've forgotten to bring over kids' clothes. .

I wake them up at 9plus. . They blur blur..haha..

Todaz is the very 1st daz of cny. . Altot it is a brand new year but somehow I felt the bad daz are coming to me. . Coz this year those Goat is the most bad in Cow year. .

We went to ah ma's house to pray. . Den I told dear tat I havent go home yet le. . Den he tell dad tat we are going over and we proceed to it. At there I called to Cousin William and he wants us there but dear refused to go. . And we end up both of us not happy to each other.

We talk at downstair. . I cried. I even show my temper at my dad's home. After the talk, result is still the same. . I dunno wat worry abt my dear. . He just couldnt accept me right now. . He could not said he dun hav me in his heart anymore. . I can feel that he still love me. . He just cant accept me right now. .

We proceed to Pasir Ris again to fetch the rest of ppl to mama's house. . Currently im tire. . But still got to entertain ppl and help mama. .

Shall stop blogging now. . Think got to rest a while b4 mama called me le. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 76

Im so happy last nitz coz dear turned up for dinner. . Even if it is just a while and during his stay at home and we didnt talk. . but still im indeed happy enough . . Dun really have time to blog much coz got lotsa of things to prepare for cny . . After they have gone for the daz I still got plenty of houseworks to be done. . Hmm..Im still sick . . *cry*

This early morning, I wake up quite and make a phone call to mum whether is she busy and need my help. . And I noticed tat no one was helping her to do the cooking for praying. . I called dear and requested him to help me to buy ctn drink and orange. . Coz I need to go and help mama. . Before tat son son did asked him to buy le. . Just scare that he will forget. . My dear is always such a forgetful person. .

Dear asked me to go over and he will try to help me. . Den I quickly go and bath and cheong to mama's house. .

I help her do the staffs and praying. . Den go shopped for my drinks and orange. . We went to 2 sheng siong but no more stock. . Den dad drive to bedok interchange shop n save and got it. . I sms dear for not buying le. . And he replied me this "thanks for helping my mum" *happy*

P.S. Dear. . This is my duty to being a daughter in law. . I will of coz do my part and best. .

Neva rest. . Do and do and do . .Finalise dear is back home. . So happy to see him. . Feel wanna hugz him but. .

Dinner time has come. . Neva really talk to dear during in lunch. . He offen went to play games inside the room. . I serve some foods for him.. 2nd times he seen like dun really like it hence I stop. . After dinner and got lotsa of things to clear up . . I do the washing, sweep and mop the floor. . Haiz..

After tat help mama to change the seat cover. . Den got to wait till 12am den pray. . After praying, mama and dad are tire and they slp. . We of coz every year will stay late nitz (shou swee). .

I asked dear wanna go and pump petrol with me mah. . At the same time go and pump air for the tyres. . He said okie..*happy*

After tat he wanna send me home. . I asked him wanna go up and slp for a nitz mah since so late liao. . He refused and said ming ming still wait for him at home. . I asked just for a nitz, im alone. . pls. .

He den said why not I go to mama's house to slp den. . Den we went up to pack my stuffs and he also pack his shirt and shoes and we proceed to mama's house. .

Things of dear left at home is more and more lesser. .

Im tire and wanna to slp. . But I cant bear. . I fall asleep on the floor. . Dear asked me to go sofa and slp but I dun wan. . They went in to play games. . While Im outside sleeping. . I kena bite by mosquito. . I waked up and go onto the room and slp. . Dear neva wan to come in and slp. . He rather slp at another room. . Haiz. . Me altot sleep at abt 2plus. . 4plus I wake up and cant slp anymore. . They play games until 6 plus den turn to sleep. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 75

Todaz has passed of 75 dayz. . I still dunno how long should I have to wait. .

Dear still very demand of not coming. . I hope and wish he will change his mind. . Even if he just here for a simple dinner, I will be happy den. .

Understand tat he was out to work since last nitz 12am till tis morning. . I guess he will just go and buy kids shoes. . He was back only at about 1plus. . Er jie there all also coming. . Dad wan me to go over and pray. . So no choice got to drag myself there. . I asked mei mei to go and asked him is he coming.. He neva talk to her and asked me to go in to room and telling me he will be going to work at 9plus. . Think he dun hav time for tat. . I said just a dinner and wont take up much time. . After dinner u may go and work. . He looks like very hard to make decision..Wat so difficulties there?? He den said he try if he can coz he still havent slp yet. . Tats fine. . I dun wish to go on anymore if I dun stand a single in his heart. .

Well, Im will be busy preparing todaz's dinner. . Hope gods will help me and let my dear dear back to hav a dinner with us. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 74

Nothing to write abt. . Im having fever at 40c. . OMG !!! Im going to die soon. .

I go to town council to make payment and notices that my OCBC bank was in negative position. OMG!! Wat happen again sia. . I remember I got do my budget and money in there will be enough until Mar09. . Asking dear why is tat so and he said he is not so sure and said wanna him to check for me. . I appreciated. . And den he told me is in negative of $16 which is both of us dunno wat going onz. . Sigh!!

Sms dear asking him to send kids back home as I cant even walk . .Dear said fine as long as I felt im okie to take care of them. .

Den I asked him to buy me a pack of instant noodle for my dinner. . He said okie. . But he still at work sia. . So he asked son son to dabao for mi. . Mum in law asked him to bring porridge back for me. So touching that son son come back to take care of me. And Dear said later when he is back he will send mei mei back. .

In the end, only he came. Mei mei was not here. Reason being coz we both are sick . . So nvm just leave her there. . He seen concern abt me. . Stay for a while nia and just left. . He actually wanna to borrow redtimo to buy kids shoes tml but den I told he I might need to use coz I need to buy dinner stuffs. And son son tml also meeting friends. . I asked him to come over for dinner. . But he said he got to work and not free. . Just for a dinner le. . I never asking for too much. . Neva demand him to pray for my Zu Xian also. . Why he cant just space a thought of me?? So sad. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 73

Todaz while working I found myself not tat feeling well. . Think gonna sick le. . OMG. . I went to see doctor and release Im running fever. . :(

Sms dear can he make it to come and fetch me from clinic coz my whole body was shaking and he called me saying he cant coz he still at work . .

No choice. . I dragged myself back to in law house. . Den I notices tat son son also fall sick. He also having fever. . omg. . Wat happen sia. .

In the end, they dun wanna to go home. . And I got to go home alone myself. . Should tell me early mah. . I was so hopeless and helpless when Im sick and no one was there for me. .

Im really very sick now. Got to rest. .

Regards,
Shi Qi