Day 75

Todaz has passed of 75 dayz. . I still dunno how long should I have to wait. .

Dear still very demand of not coming. . I hope and wish he will change his mind. . Even if he just here for a simple dinner, I will be happy den. .

Understand tat he was out to work since last nitz 12am till tis morning. . I guess he will just go and buy kids shoes. . He was back only at about 1plus. . Er jie there all also coming. . Dad wan me to go over and pray. . So no choice got to drag myself there. . I asked mei mei to go and asked him is he coming.. He neva talk to her and asked me to go in to room and telling me he will be going to work at 9plus. . Think he dun hav time for tat. . I said just a dinner and wont take up much time. . After dinner u may go and work. . He looks like very hard to make decision..Wat so difficulties there?? He den said he try if he can coz he still havent slp yet. . Tats fine. . I dun wish to go on anymore if I dun stand a single in his heart. .

Well, Im will be busy preparing todaz's dinner. . Hope gods will help me and let my dear dear back to hav a dinner with us. .

Regards,
Shi Qi