Day 77

I woke up at 7plus. . Den I went for my bath as dad saying that we need to go and pray ah ma at abt 9plus. . And den last nitz I've forgotten to bring over kids' clothes. .

I wake them up at 9plus. . They blur blur..haha..

Todaz is the very 1st daz of cny. . Altot it is a brand new year but somehow I felt the bad daz are coming to me. . Coz this year those Goat is the most bad in Cow year. .

We went to ah ma's house to pray. . Den I told dear tat I havent go home yet le. . Den he tell dad tat we are going over and we proceed to it. At there I called to Cousin William and he wants us there but dear refused to go. . And we end up both of us not happy to each other.

We talk at downstair. . I cried. I even show my temper at my dad's home. After the talk, result is still the same. . I dunno wat worry abt my dear. . He just couldnt accept me right now. . He could not said he dun hav me in his heart anymore. . I can feel that he still love me. . He just cant accept me right now. .

We proceed to Pasir Ris again to fetch the rest of ppl to mama's house. . Currently im tire. . But still got to entertain ppl and help mama. .

Shall stop blogging now. . Think got to rest a while b4 mama called me le. .

Regards,
Shi Qi