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18 Jun 2009

Well, glad im still remember I've a blog here.. I should stop counting down coz hubby has come back home daily..Yuppie!!

We are back together again and used to be like last time..Happily together..

As for me, just changed to new job for abt a month le. slacksssss all the way. Nothing much to do..I guess one day my brain will become rusty.. :p

Tan's family are qite okie. . But Yeo's family a bit messy. . Haiz.. sad and sian to talk abt them anymore..

And, today im going to Kimage for hair treatment..keke..

Day 181

Was wondered?? Why Im begin to blog again right?? Keke..Moody and Lonely at home now..

Should I gave us some days of peaceful? I dunno, I wish to see him but, when seeing him, make me feel im not happy. In term of not happy is being im not being well treat.

This morning he came home but I'm ingore him, he just take a look at the fan and went off. He called me asking me wanna to hav bf and I told him no. Den I sms him telling him that I wont be going over to mum's house today, not fetching kids for these few days and tell mum dun cook my dinner from now.

He replied: "Are u going to tell me why?"

I replied: "No why but just tire."

He must be not happy of my replying, but that the only way to keep ourselves alone.

He did not call me again during afternoon, but I sms him asking him to sign some cheques and about the meet up with the agent. He didnt reply. I guess his hp was off again.

I rang him up and indeed it was off. I rang up to mum's home, he sound okie. He called me asking me about son son in late evening.

I actually sms him wanna come over and pei wo mah but no reply. :(

That was why im blogging now. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 180

Really very long times neva blog le.. Well, life is still the same. Father had given me a deep shit. His vehicle loan neva make any payment to bank and the bank come and threaten me that if Im not going to pay on behalf, they are going to sue me as well and cancel my credit card. WTF!!

Well, lucky hubby was there for me when this shit going to me. Altot he didnt help me in my financial. . But he gave me support there.

I got to borrow money from my good friends in Moduslink. Lucky me managed to talk to bank to let me had it repayment between in a year.

Im leaving Billyhouse soon. Very tire working over there. . Very stress as well. . I got a new job and will start on 18 May 09.

Recently not really very happy. Hubby went to Vietnam on Thur (07 May 09) Im taking leave and wanna to send him to Airport. However, hubby gave me such a comments that he felt that he was being spy by me. WTF!! He really make me down on that day and dun appreciate at all. I really very disappointed and sad of how he being treating me. He said since that day I go to Vivo and looked for him, he got that kind of feeling.

He dun even want me to go in together with him. Can I asked, anyone here and ever leave his wife and family and he can went for the trip like tat?? That friend of us, I dun really like him, becoz all the while since we are young etc 13 yrs old, he was being lie to me, teaching my hubby bad things. Why we were always involve in him, we were always quarrelled becoz of him. When he can go out of the sight from us??

Well, was very lonely during weekend, and still got to work. . Stupid event..

Kids were also disappointed me in their attitude as well. . :(

I felt that everyone were look down on me. Given me such a stupid attitude.

Today, hubby was back to singapore. I should felt happy, but somehow I dunno why, I'm not. I got plenty of things to tell hubby, but dunno why again, I scare to hurt his feeling, how I really wish to tell him my feeling of him.

I asked my hubby a few times, "Am I still your wife??" He refused to ans me. Meaning?? If not, why he wanna tell me that he wanna to shift house la, planning for future la. . What is he thinking of?

Tire, dun wish to talk anymore. I went home alone without kids. Wanna to stay alone myself for today, or maybe for these few days too. .

Regards,

Shi Qi

22 Mar 09

Well, such a very long time tat I've not blog. . Sori for that. . I'm just pretty super busy. . With works, family etc. . Billy just promoted me and I got pently of works to be done. . Altot his business was just started last year Jul'08.

Currently I need to help him to manage the Coy issue and the whole Finance Dept. . Nitz time was super tire when I get home. Early in the morning got to wake up super early for kids and works. .

Hmm. . Pretty good recently for me and my hubby. . We are getting more and more good. . Think my target for my dreams is getting closer and closer. .

Todaz, since I got a little bit of times, shall blog and upload some of my graduation pix. . Finally, I've completed it. .

Waiting for hubby to come back and get ready for bowl. . Cheers...

Regards,
Shi Qi

22 Feb 09

So many days neva blog le. . Will try to blog if I've time. .

Well, been busy with my new job. . By the time I went back home was already tire. . So. . sori ya..

Dear called me tis morning at about 10am to wake me up coz we are going to collect our Samsung 22' TV. . It was a free gift from purchased Samsung 40" TV. . But so stupid that why we hav to collect the tv ourselves. .

So we went to Bencoolen Street to collect it. Den dear need to rush for work after that. .

I've took a while nap after lunch and after tried to install the tv on myself in my bedroom. . Den went to in law's house for dinner and back home. .

Tire and wanna rest liao. . But dun worry I will blog the few last day happening when I'm free ya. .

Nite. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 97

I didnt managed to sleep well last nitz. . Wake up and the whole daz was moody. KL was actually asking me dun bother him so much and concerated on my new job. . Can I?? Why he wanna to torture me??

Im at a lost again. . Why am I become like that??

I dun hav mood for the whole daz. Son son make a call to him and askin him whether are we going out for dinner or?? As mum has cooked for us. . (Steamboat again) so he said eat at there. . Sian..

Wondered did he still remember what he had promised me??

He came back. I didnt talk to him. . But didnt show im not happy. . I bet he can felt im not happy and he just pretend nothing happen. .

Again another upset things happened. Mei mei told me that last nitz he actually did come back home and went to work again this morning. . OMG!! He told me that will be working from last nitz till now. . Again I got cheated!!

Why am I so silly, got cheated again and again. . Why he always take me for granted?? I bet he didnt go to work last nitz. . But I cant question him. .

My brain now was stone. . I hope I can get well but he just push me into the drain again . . I was very disappointed. . *SAD*

He did trying to asking me isit got his letter etc when I took away the paper bag from him when he wanna to bio wat is inside. I gave him his letter and wanna him to sign the cheque as well. Den after that I told him I need to go hougang to pass the claims to KL and he followed. I am the one who driving there. While we are inside, we didnt talk.

Den I wanna to go and buy the air pot and we went home to get my discount card den to Court. I wanna to get some ice-cream and he want it too . . I treat him that. .

We couldn't find any likely in the court and we proceed to Giant. He drove after that. . In the end I bought a Samsung 40" TV. . And of coz my air pot too. .

After that we went home to fetch kids and home sweer home after that. . Tire liao. . Got to rest, tml start my new job liao. . Nitz

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 96

Wake up in the morning when I got 2 missed calls. . Wondered who isit. . After that I set my hp to ring tone instead coz I set it to silent for ytd. . Dun wish ppl to come and disturb me.

Den I got a call again . .I answered. It is Jenie from BillyHouse. . She actually told me she gave me a lots of calls ytd but I didn't answer and indeed I got lotsa of calls for ytd. . Im so sori but den I've actually returned call and no one was ans too.

I got the job. . And start work on Monday..Hurray!! Im so happy and gave dear dear a call, telling him the good news and wanna to celebrate with him. . I wanna to eat Nihon Muza. . And he promised me.

We get prepared and set off to in law's house. When we reached, only ming ming was ard. Not long ago, dear is back . . He suddenly told me that he will need to go back to work at abt 9plus. . Sian right!! I think all my plans has been compromised again. .

We went for bowl, with ming ming and Er jie and her hubby. By right todaz is still valentine daz and I wish to spend times with family. . I dunno how come is become a big family gathering. .

That no problem. . In the end, I cames to noe that he will be going to oversea soon without telling me. I am very heart break. . And sad. . Why he needs to hide from me?? What he treated me of?? A positute? Or a mistress?? Why am I cant be seen?? If his friends are doing for our goods, they should telling him to come back to me instead of trying to break us up. .

Im really very disappointed. But what can I do?? I've to pretend nothing happen and still can laugh all the way during the bowl. .

After the bowl, we went to in law's house for dinner (steamboat again). . During dinner, I asked him isit he will be going to oversea soon and he said yes and who told me that. Does it a matter who told me?? What he will going to do to the person who told me?? But it does a matter to me if he hide things from me. . I mind. . Does he really care of how I feel??

He went off like tat after dinner. . Without wearing his uniform. Do u think he is going to work?? Or?? I dunno, coz now is still valentine day. . I saw he make a phone call at downstair b4 he set off. .

My son son also has doubt with him . . I dunno why, I began to cry and all my worries and stresses have been come back to me. .

I cant get to slp on the nitz and keep on thinking of the issue. . Should I let it go and pretending nothing happen. . I sms him and he neva reply. . What should I do??

Er jie was actually telling me to be patient again . . I really had enough. Will he space a thought of me??

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 95

Todaz I woke up early in the for sending kids to school. . After that happily went home for bathing and make up and going to fetch my dear dear. . But, my goon dear dear walk to our home without informing me. . Den he called me telling me he reached home le. . Haha. . Den I drive back from in law's house to fetch him. .

On the way to fetch dear dear

While waiting for dear dear inside redtimo

We went to ML for passing my claims and took my clinic's receipt for amended the date. Dear drove after that. . We den come back again to pass the receipt to KL.

Den we went for our bf. . According to my itinerary.


Dear wanna to eat prawn noodle nearby Jackson Hawker Centre and we went.


Half way got a call from ML HR that dear's hp bill cant be claims but only mine. . PENGZ!! At first she is the one who said can. . No choice, got to find other receipt to claim or to buy electronics thing. . Dear suggest that we can buy the fan to replace since it was spoil.

Off we go to Gain City

After the bf, we still got plenty of times becoz we actually came out early. So dear was suggested that we go and see the fan. . We went to Aljunied Gain City but it had been closed down. . OMG!! So we went to Court at Tampines. .

Sighh!! Didnt managed to find any too. . So we just walk walk to see those TV la, laptop bag etc. .

Inside Court's toilet

Going to be 12pm soon, hence we proceed to TM for movie. . Dear was actually can guessing what is my itinerary le. . Coz while he was trying to see the map of how to go to Spa Vintage while my itinerary was putting there and I was busy talking to KL. . I think he got bio my itinerary.

Nvm . . Dear was so sweet to me through out the whole day. . And lucky he didnt watch the show that I've booked which is UnderWorld. .

After movie, we proceed to Spa Vintage. . Lucky, it is not hard to get there. .

The map to Spa Vintage

Opening hour and contact

The gal was accidently to show out the cost and dear bio it again. . He was telling me it is very expensive. .

The couple package they having

And I choose this

To me, I dun mind the costs as long as dear is happy with it and we will enjoy the whole thing. . The most impt thing is, I can be with my dear. . I felt so happy that all my memories have been back to us. . Wondered did he have the same feeling as me too. .

We do the scrub, Hydrobath, Massage and Facial together in a couple suite. I play a speech during the Hydrobath. . Actually I done a slide to show out to him.. Did he felt touching??


** Slide can be found here

This is only the video clip. . Done by powerpoint is much more nicer. .

After the Spa, it's going to be 6pm. . We felt hungry le. . I've actually arranged to go to Nihon Muza for dinner. . But however, dear said there will a jam there. . Why not we go and try the Laksa Steamboat den since I neva make any booking. (** note that is not that I neva make any booking, coz we only 2 persons and the restaurant said dun hav to do that.)

So alright, we went for the Laksa Steamboat for our dinner nearby Harbourfront there.



We actually dun wanna to order much coz dear noe I only can ate a little nia. . Haaha. .

Ate half way dunno why suddenly felt so full sia. . Must be the coconut play the trick. . Make out stomach bloated. We nearly cant finished the thing. .

Finally dear dear finished all. . We shall take out leave. The bill was only cost us about $19.60. It is cheap right?? And we can have it until so full sia. .

After dinner, we actually wanted to go for bowling but after that neva. Coz fully booked. Den we went home for a bath and going to Bedok intercharge to fetch Ming Ming. We bath together and we. . Haaha. .

Dear want me to stay at in law's house. . I've already pack my stuffs. . But unfortunate, when we reached there, we saw Er jie was there, so late liao and we guess she will stay put there. . Hence I go home lor. . Pengz!! In the end, she went home. . Wat a waste. . But indeed I'm having a good times with dear dear. . Thank you. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 94

I suddenly wake up at 5am. . OMG!! Its raining. . And cant sleep after that. . Dunno why. .

I cooked bf for kids den when wanna drive them to school, saw dear dear coming. . He took my things from office up home and we drive kids to school together. .

Den we come back home together. . He took his bf(Ban mian) and cant finished so he left it for mi. He bought 3 bags total but kids neva take. .

After his bf he went to toilet. Fan dunno why suddenly got sound and he tried to put some WD40.

After that he lie on bed a while. He hugz me. Den he said "Can hugz closer?" (Coz in between got blanket) Den he asked " U wan?" haha. . And we start. .

He suddenly said "Die le, I've fall in love with u again." I heard it but too soft. Den I replied "Huh??" Den he stop it liao and said nothing. . Sigh. .

I got 2 interviews todaz. . Wanna to get some slp after dear went for work but cant and keep on disturb by phone call.

One interview is BillyHouse, that Dong Fang Billy. . Another one is from Agency. . I hope can sucessful of getting a job fast. But I pity Gary the most. Coz his baby just born, only wife working, he also just bought a car. . Now jobless. . omg, dunno how he can handle. . And I gets to msn him todaz and find out his nanny dun wanna take care of his baby due to $$. He heard tat someone offer her much more den him . .How can like tat le, they are still relative le. . Really pity him hor. .

So I offer him if he need to go for interview I can help him to take care of his baby temp. After interview den come back and fetch her again . . I really pity him . . Guess his wife also not as supportive too. . So if I can help I will help. . Who noe one daz I might need ppl to help me too right. .

Okie .. Got to rest liao. . Tml stil got to wake up early. . Go ML to take my claim. Stupid clinic chop wrong date and coz me cant claim. *angry*

Regards,
Shi Qi