Day 96

Wake up in the morning when I got 2 missed calls. . Wondered who isit. . After that I set my hp to ring tone instead coz I set it to silent for ytd. . Dun wish ppl to come and disturb me.

Den I got a call again . .I answered. It is Jenie from BillyHouse. . She actually told me she gave me a lots of calls ytd but I didn't answer and indeed I got lotsa of calls for ytd. . Im so sori but den I've actually returned call and no one was ans too.

I got the job. . And start work on Monday..Hurray!! Im so happy and gave dear dear a call, telling him the good news and wanna to celebrate with him. . I wanna to eat Nihon Muza. . And he promised me.

We get prepared and set off to in law's house. When we reached, only ming ming was ard. Not long ago, dear is back . . He suddenly told me that he will need to go back to work at abt 9plus. . Sian right!! I think all my plans has been compromised again. .

We went for bowl, with ming ming and Er jie and her hubby. By right todaz is still valentine daz and I wish to spend times with family. . I dunno how come is become a big family gathering. .

That no problem. . In the end, I cames to noe that he will be going to oversea soon without telling me. I am very heart break. . And sad. . Why he needs to hide from me?? What he treated me of?? A positute? Or a mistress?? Why am I cant be seen?? If his friends are doing for our goods, they should telling him to come back to me instead of trying to break us up. .

Im really very disappointed. But what can I do?? I've to pretend nothing happen and still can laugh all the way during the bowl. .

After the bowl, we went to in law's house for dinner (steamboat again). . During dinner, I asked him isit he will be going to oversea soon and he said yes and who told me that. Does it a matter who told me?? What he will going to do to the person who told me?? But it does a matter to me if he hide things from me. . I mind. . Does he really care of how I feel??

He went off like tat after dinner. . Without wearing his uniform. Do u think he is going to work?? Or?? I dunno, coz now is still valentine day. . I saw he make a phone call at downstair b4 he set off. .

My son son also has doubt with him . . I dunno why, I began to cry and all my worries and stresses have been come back to me. .

I cant get to slp on the nitz and keep on thinking of the issue. . Should I let it go and pretending nothing happen. . I sms him and he neva reply. . What should I do??

Er jie was actually telling me to be patient again . . I really had enough. Will he space a thought of me??

Regards,
Shi Qi