Day 58

Todaz is day 58. Sigh!! no sign of hubby at all. . Sms to him so many times but. . disappointed!!

Was really down todaz, no matter how I dun wish to think, hubby was came into my brain. . Really felt sad den. I got a feeling. . Tat is he will be more and more far away from me. No matter how I catch up to him, he will be run far far away. . The feel comes to me when from the Day 1 hubby left me.

I was despressed and went for a drink. Not drunk anyway. . Drunk can only temp take away my sadness but after that it comes back to me again. .

P.S - Hubby, I love you so much!! Pls dun leave me alone, hao mah??

Regards,
ShiQi