Day 54

Sigh. . Ytd was supposed to go and fetch kids back home. I reached mum's house at 6pm. As im not really tat feeling well so I was intend to bring them back home early.

But, angry to say tat, son son dun even wanna come out and tell me tat he is not going home. He all the way was playing games inside with his daddy. . I've asked mei mei to go and tell him tat Im going off soon and wan him to go and had dinner fast but he just couldnt go for it. *Angry*

Dad and mum asking me for dinner but I really dun feel wanna take any . . Sori if I make u both angry, its not tat I dun wanna take any dinner. . Just tat not feeling well. .

Until 7plus going to be 8pm. I go in and tell son son off. . He den telling me tat he not going back home. Den dear was tellin me why not let him staying there tonight and let mei mei come back with me. I was not happy of coz. And I said "forget it den, I go home myself."

I just took my bag and wanna left. Dear come out and said, let mei mei come home with me. Den I said ok, tats fine with me.

When I reached home, I felt a bit of hungry and cooked some instant noodle to eat. Shared with mei mei of coz becoz I dun wanna to take too much.

In a while, dear sms me. Saying "sori for the incident, I will talk to son and will make beta arrangement next time."

I just replied him tat no worry, and explained to him tat Im not feeling well and was in a hush to him too. .

Was quite tire and sleep fast at night.

Wake up today and cooked pork porridge for mei mei and myself. Den I do some washing of the toilet, landry etc. . Sms to dear asking him wanna go for a walk tonight after I've fetch son son. . Till quite some times den he replied tat he need to work late night. . So. . Alright den. .

Again feeling dizzy so I sms to son son tat Im not going to fetch him. Asked him to come back himself. . And I cooked dinner for them . .

God bless me tonight . . Hope today will be a happy night for me. .

Regards,
Shi Qi