Day 46

Last nitz, I phoned up to dear tat Im going to bring son son to ICA to endors his passport. However, dear sound like dun really believe in me. . *cry* Dear, I wont do any bad thingy to u and our family de. . believe me hao mah. .

This morning when we woke up, son son make a call to him, den he said he go mama's house to check. After tat he gave me a called saying he cant located their original BC, might kept in office, only can provided me photocopied one. Sigh, no choice got to try it out den.

I bring them back home to take the BC and mei mei de ezlink. Dear does not look happy, neva talk to me too. . While we waiting at the bus stop and he ride passed us also not bother to give us a look. . *cry*

Lucky, they allow me to do the endorsement. And I gonna do the renewal for my passport as its gonna to be expire on 28 Jun 09. Siong Siong Siong. . Everythingy need $$ when Im poor enough. .

Den, I bring the kids to Tampines to watch show called Bedtime stories. Quite nice show since it is son son who suggested. We enjoy ourselves. . Den we went for dinner... Sigh, wallet empty again and gonna draw more $$ . . As long as the kids are happy. . I willing to cut down my expenses den.

Happened to see redtimo are being trapped. . By the contractor. . *sad* No one was there to help me, I got to pull tat stupid heavy metal myself and carry those one big bag of sand. . They wanna closed the area and yet neva inform in advance tat they will close it so tat we can shift our ride. .

At home, mei mei and son son was telling me that on christmas eve daddy ever told them this. " In future dun tell me anymore abt your mummy how poor she is or how is she. I dun wanna to noe any abt her. She only noe how to enjoy and neva bring kids home" ** Dear, I neva out to play, i am doing something meaningful thingy. .

Wat happen dear?? Am I making you angry again?? Mei mei still telling me tat one day, mum as in dear's mum told mei mei tat, if mei mei was following me and she gonna to be in deep shit.

I dunno wat happen to them recently, wat did I do wrong?? Suddently treat me as an outsider. *cry* How and wat should I do to make them convincing?? Sigh. .

I sms to dear late nitz asking him to meet and talk tml. . Hope we can talk thingy round and remains as last time happily. . Dear, I wont make u unhappy again. . U got any worry, let mi noe so tat I can help you. This is wat husband and wife right?? I really love u so much. . Dear. .

Regards,
ShiQi