Day 41

Someone asked me what is love before and I told them this. .

Love is accepting a person for who she/he is, forgiving them for anything they did and trust them in anythingy they do. .

There is no such thingy as true love, a relationship needs work to keep it together and closer, too bad he doesnt understand this point.

Sometime I was thinking, the thingy we do for love, we can give everything and do everything for the person we love but do they really actually feel it or are happy? Am I doing correctly or wrongly? If sharing pains and sufferings and problems is wrong den how abt letting the person share it? The person have their own problems and still have to carry your burden with them, is it an act of selfishness or a act of love?

For mi I will keep it to myself, coz I didnt wan to let him carry my burden. I noe it may be selfish but I feel useless when I cant even can solve his problems and yet let him carry my burden.

Everyone has their own problems and worries but where is the thin line where we share it? Anger, rage, sadness which is the mood you would choice to let out you worries and problems?

If it is any of the above den u need to grow up. That's life. .

Todaz is day 41. . I should be felt happy ytd nitz. Since so long, I am feeling tat dear is still very concern abt mi.

Mei mei was telling me tat dear has pump petrol for me which is I've told him not to do so.

And when dear bring kids back home, he bought me a burger. . So sweet. .

Hm, did I mentioned it ytd mah? Sori to repeated again . . too happy liao..

Was pretty sad at first when I sms dear a few times but he neva reply. Until late nitz, he sms me saying his hp hang again and neva receive my sms until now. Den I've replied him tats okie and saying good nitz to him.

Last nitz I dream of dear. I dream of we are patching back again. so sweet. . But some how I cant really can remember wat was the dream abt. The sweet moments. .

I love u dear, miss you alot. .

Regards,
ShiQi