Day 71

Tot todaz is dear's off daz. . Was asking him to left the opc coupon inside redtimo in the end neva. . Pengz. . If he left it inside the car den I can drive to work todaz. At the same time, lunch time can go bedok to eat and collect my jacket as well. . *angry*

Last nitz supposely dun hav to go in law house to fetch kids, coz mei mei was not feeling well and dun intend to go school todaz. Son son can go by his own den. Den hubby called me and said they got homework to do and dunno how to. Pengz. . No choice got to go over den. . Teached them. .Den gonna said "toot" by father in law. . Sigh. . Coz he said mei mei is having fever why neva give her drink liang tea or see doctor. . Which is I told him. She was not well since last mid nitz. . How to see doctor?? Sunday nitz I still given her drink barley tat I blew. And he said no use. . Haiz.. Hard to please right??

Hubby dun care. . Den I kena scolding for nothing. . KL was telling me, why neva said back to him tat. . I just felt no point la. . Im sided hubby. . am I??

In law are going to airport to fetch Er jie . . So I left mei mei at home with my Alan den. I just bring son son back home . . And again he got no allowance for his daily use. . Haiz. . I really dunno how much I've given to them without and claimed from hubby liao. .

Morning cant really alert so I asked son son to walk to school himself. . I guess im going to fall sick soon. .

Sms to dear see whether he can make it for lunch together mah but he replied saying he is not free and is going out soon. . Dunno where he go. .

The whole daz his hp was off. . Getting angry and tried to many times of calling and sms him. . Son son's teacher was calling and compliant to me abt him. . And I notice that he offen sms. . Tats very costly. .

I warned him and said he cant play any computer games from now onwards. One week play once. . He not happy I hack care.. Becoz I love him and want him to behave well. .

Son son need to collect some more $$ from me again . .*angry* Why he always said not enough $$ for these and tat. .

Late nitz, dear return call to me. I asked where are u the whole daz?? He refused to tell me and changed topic den. I'm not hush to him anyway. . Telling him abt todaz's issue and son son financial. He said he wanna to come over. Den I wait for him. . Den he gave me a call again saying he cant make it and will come tml morning to fetch kids to school as he is working morning shift. . Okie den . .

That abt all for todaz. . Nitz..

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 70

Last nitz mei mei woke up plenty of times saying she got headache and cant sleep. . She cried somemore and I got to sayang her. . Im tire when early in the morning. Tot she still not feeling well and was asking her wanna take a mc todaz but she refused.

Den I send them to school. . While on road. . Son son suddenly praise me saying my driving skills was getting beta since daddy was not ard. . *wink*

Proceed to work with my tireness. Thinking of taking half daz to shop some skin products as my Jean Yip one had all finished up and I dun wish to buy any from them anymore coz it is damn expenses.

Meet Meiling at TM for shopping. . Managed to buy skin products from Keihl's. Costly too but of coz cheaper den Jean Yip.

Home quite early. . Notices dear neva took his barley drink . .*sad* He has forgotten . .Later gonna bring over to in law house for him . .

Oh ya, my jacket is delivered but Im not at home . . Sighh!! Got to go and collect them at Bedok Singpost. .

Hope my daz will be fine thru out the whole daz. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 69

Todaz was daz 69. . Dear was working in afternoon shift.

Son son was not really happy if he is not going out with friends. I was intend to bring them for purchasing cny clothes.

I rang up to dear if he wanna to allow him going. . He asked me to decide. . And giving him warning that no more next time of last min and one month can only go out once.

Den, he was so happy of going out sia. . Mi at home doing some laundry, blew barley this and tat den went out with mei mei at abt 4plus.

We shop a few. . Managed to buy some clothes for kids. . Den we proceed for dinner coz kids said they are hungry. Was so surprised that son son come and help me to carry foods sia, hmm.. he has grow up indeed. . Dear couldnt find son son and gave me a call thru my phone. . Asking is he with me right now and checking where are we etc. .

I couldnt find any parking lot in CS and TM, Den I got to park at nearby HDB. . Sian thingy. .

After that, we proceed to in law house to collect kids school bags and uniform den home sweet home. .

Open the letter box and saw so many letters and bills. . Omg, very broke sia. . Prepared some cheques and gave dear a call wanna him to come over and sign the cheques for me. . I could not sleep hence I watch tv show till midnitz. . Yawn!! Got to sleep le otherwise tml cant wake up le. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 68

Wake up at 7am and prepared to school. . Had a good times with dear dear. . We again laugh, talk, and had breakfast together. .

Quite tire. . After the parent meeting, we went home straight and dear needs to prepare for work.

I went home and do some laundry, prepared kids meal and I fall asleep. .

Den woke up at abt 5pm and think of going for facial. . I proceed to it. Over there, I overheard lotsa of ppl comments I slim down alot sia. . So happy right??

Den come back home and had meal with kids. . Now blogging. . Going to slp soon. . My son son saw my video clip there's a sentence saying "Sleeping beauty". He said: should be "Sleeping Pig le". Haaha. .

Im reporting to dear dear wheneva I go todaz but no reply from him. . Haiz..

Tats all for todaz. . Nitz!!

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 67

Again todaz is Fridaz le. . Another week is gonna over soon. .

Tot todaz is dear leave day, was thinking of asking him to go out and buy some cny stuffs. . As well as kids new clothes. .

Morning was thinking of driving redtimo to work den lunch time can drove to Defu Lane for lunch. . But sighh, dear used up the last pcs of coupon and neva put back . .No coupon to use le, how to drive??

So we take cab there. . Yan drove the rest of the gals there. . We had our lunch happily at Seafood Paradise. . I having meal at there once at Flyer there. . It is not cheap indeed but meal are nice. .

Went straight to in law's house after work. Had my dinner (my favour curry) at in law's house too. . Talk to dear dear a while and he told me he gonna got things to do so not going out. . Sad. . So we proceed home. .

Nothing much to do coz tml still got to wake up early to son son's school. . Nitz!!

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 66

Not much thing for todaz . Wearing new clothes to work. . That is when Bysi sales and we grab it but den till todaz den I wear. .Hoho. .

The rests of the photoshoot pix can be collected. . So happy . . I go home first to do the funds tfr before Fai email me. Becoz I couldn't make it for collection and after that he got assignment. .

As usual, went to in law's house after that . . Dear was playing games when im there. . Just to check with him whether wanna change money for new year la, wanna buy clothes for kids mah la. . etc etc. .

Proceed home at about 8plus. .

So poor thingy, dear got to work nitz shirt daz. .

Im going to rest soon. . Tml still got another daz for work . .

P.S. Missing my dear hubby !!

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 65

One of my guy friend join me for lunch, ytd was dinner but i rejected them. Reason being, I dun want my hubby to misunderstand me again. . As I can see, we actually been trying very hard to patch back again. . And I wanna to let my hubby to noe I wont be hurting him again. .

As usual, morning send kids to school den me to work. .

Crystal msn me tat her partner find my photos are nice and can be audition. One thing is my teeth are too attractive to ppl. . Haaha.. Well, that is my cute impression right?? hoho.. Really hope she can get any assignment for me fast. .

After work, me and Ah min went to Kimage den to Coach to see my wallet. . But, haiz.. not nice le.. In the end I just get a blouse and a belt. Ah min got a jacket. . Happily hor..

I sms dear to help me to send kids home and I shall be back at abt 9plus.. He said okie. . He called me to check on me where am I before he went for work and I told him me was already on my way home. .

I reached home sms him to report im home. . And tire. . Sleep time again. .

** Dear neva call me tonitz.. hmm..hmm.. isit he is angry with me?? Sori dear, I love u..

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 64

Very tire todaz sia. . Early in the morning sending kids to school. . I guess kids also tire. . haaha.. But it worth it to being together with hubby even dun hav to slp. . Haaha.. Im more and more despressed le. .

Work also felt sleepy sia. . But got to ruan ruan ruan.. Haaha!!

I email my photos to Crystal for proceesing, hope can get any asignment asap. . Hard of cash le..Haiz..

** May see my photos here

Finally evening time and I back to in law house straight. . Hubby was at home too coz he is working 3rd shift tonitz.

I show him the photos tat I've taken. . At first still okie, but after seeing the last pcs of my bikini pix and he seen like not really happy. .

Den he asked me " U took at his house mah?" I said nope, at studio. He walk away den.

He asked me to hav dinner and I said shall we eat together and we proceed for it. . *Wink*

Den we home sweet home after tat..

Very tire so we slept early for the nitz. Dear called me at abt 11 plus asking me got see his UOB credit card mah.. den I said no le. . And I explained to him how to proceed to it if the card is lost etc called to credit card centre and I've gave him the contact. We hang up den. .

Really tire liao . .Got to sleep. . Nitz dear. .

Regards,
Shi Qi

Day 63 - Shi Qi's birthdaz @ 12 Jan 09

Todaz is my birthdaz. . HAPPY BITHDAZ to me !! Wish me everythings goes smoothly on me, just for todaz will be glad. . Wish to see dear hubby badly and hope he is free for me tonitz. .

See my happy face !!

LoL

But sighh, when I was abt to take my favour pink earing that was a christmas prezie from Yan, it's drop and break into 2pcs sia. . *cry* It still can glue back la. . but. . haiz. . Tot todaz is my birthdaz and everything will be fine to me, still morning le. . And now, another earing down. I'm indeed an "Earing Killer". . Haaha..

My sad face. .

Judy was the first one who gave me my birthdaz prezie. So sweet and actually I didn't expect anyone to remember my birthdaz. Nini wish me "HAPPY BIRTHDAZ" when she saw me walked pass her desk. . The rests of my friends etc BK friend Axel, Secondary friend Deguang and many many more. . Wish me had a happy birthdaz too. . Cant list alot. . Mi hereby really thanks and appreciated everyone still can remember my birthdaz. . Im really very touching sia.

As usual, I called hubby but it seen like he neva onz his phone sia.. The whole daz phone was engaged. *cry* Mayb he wanna avoid me.

After lunch, super full and sleepy. KL msn me, wanna eat Huat Kuek mai??

Our conversation !!

KL : Wanna eat Huat Kuek mai?

Me : Simi Huat Kuek?

KL : No la, cleaning aunty asked me wanna eat bo, she wanna give me but I dun wan to eat so I ask u ai mai?

Me : Mai, I dun eat Huat Kuek de.

KL : Why mai le? Take la, since she is giving and I dun wanna eat. And todaz is your birthdaz too, we got no cake for you, so this Huat Kuek is to replace.

Me : Pengz!! Mai la, simi replaced?? Jie Hwa xian Fon isit??

KL : Keep on pester me

Me : Mai! Mai! Mai!

In the end, she gave up. She come to my lorong and chat with Ah min. Paying her $$ but den I dunno wat she was doing. I asking her she still telling me that no la, I saw Val carry a bag, I asked her wat is it and Val told me that Ah Min gave de. So she asked Ah Min lor. Im still so sotong and believe her sia. I asked Ah Min, wat u bought for Val and she looked at me blur blur. I guess xmh give her hint. . Dunno wat they are up to sia.

At abt 4plus, while I was busy with schedule. Ah Min suddenly comes to me said "Tracy was looking for me." I asked "Why?" She said " Arr !! Europe team meeting." Me still sotong and beileve her and follow her coz I see all the Europe Team gals are not around.

When I entered the room, OMG!! Surprise!! They prepared the birthdaz cake for me sia. . Omg, Omg, so touching!! Wanna cry out le. . Thanks everyone. . Im really so happy with all my friends were there for me on my birthdaz. . *HAPPY*

My portion of cake

My birthdaz cake

Look!!

Our Lunch Khaki Group. Big team right??

** May see the rests of the pix here

First time im celebrating my birthdaz in ML office. . We chop chop and back to work again.

Its time to go home. I called son son and find out dear was at home. As I noe todaz is supposed his off daz. Was quite disappointed and sad.

I cooked instant noodle and was eat at home. Why am I so miserable?? *SAD*

7pm liao and I'm off to in law's house. At lobby, I saw dear was home. Im indeed not happy and asked "I tot u are busy todaz?" He said yup, damn busy for the whole daz. I noe he is bluff but wat can I said?? If he is refusing to be with me.

Den, I found out mei mei was out for tuition until 8.30pm which was I'm not been told. Haiz !!

Dear asked me had my dinner already and I told him yup, I've taken. . No entertainment so I just at im law's house watching tv show. Den dear asked "Wanna go and watch "Red Cliff II". . Ops...He jio me for movie sia. . 1st time after we've sepreated.

Well, of coz I said okie. . At first he is trying to get Ming Ming and Mum along. . haiz.. Mum told him that she will be going to send Er jie to airport and Ming Ming said dun wanna go . .Lucky me!! Lol . .Bad gal hor. . :p

So he booked 4 pcs tkts included kids. . Otherwise no one will take care of them. . Coming to 8.30pm le, dear asked me to go and fetch mei mei back and kids pack their school bag home first before we going for show.

I go home change my slight longer pant as it will be cold during the nitz. Dear was driving us there. I found that I've find back the feel. . the times we are in a family feel. We bought our favour fry sotong, I go and take our free drink at Starbucks. . We sat down and had it. . Den we proceed for movie. . Dear said he go and take the tkt while we line up for the purchasing. I asked him wat he wanna buy and he told me that he'd already ordered. Will pass me the tkt later after he collect it.

Den we proceed to our seat. Sighh. . Son son really dunno wat to do de le. . He sat beside dear. . Haiz. . Me and dear was seating apart. .

After show, I asked dear to send me to Tampines to collect my photos. . But den I just afriad that he might will be misunderstood me again. . I'll explained to him but he neva said any.

We've reached home. Dear passed me Redtimo's key. I asked him to go up and slp since it was too late, tml morning den go back. But he refused. He seen like want and dun want. I dunno wat is his worry..And said he will be meeting Junming later onz. So I dun pester him and let him go.

He used son son's hp to sms as his hp had spoilt. That's why I cant contact him the whole daz. He sms me "HAPPY BIRTHDAZ"

*HAPPY* I replied him "Thanks dar. . Thanks for accompany me todaz. But how I wish you can be by my side tonitz.. I wanna to show you thing. . And dun be angry ya. Just now tat one is my photographer."

Well, dear neva reply me again but todaz is my most happy daz after some days.

P.S. Thanks dear again . .I really love u so much!!

Regards,

Shi Qi

Day 62

Nothing much to blog todaz. . Wake up cooked for kids den doing some house cleaning. . Laundry. . Sweepin floor etc. . CNY coming soon. . Alone doing spring cleaning. . A bit siong right??

Watch last esp for little nyonya. Blogging etc. .

Sms dear wanna meet for dinner mah? No reply. . Trying 2nd time again but still, no reply. . *cry*

Why he so mood swing de le?? Haiz..

Late evening gonna bring kids to in law house to take their school bags. . Gonna sleep early tonitz coz tml got school ya kids, and me, got to work as normal shift liao. .

P.S. I miss you dear . . Why u sometimes treat me cold and sometimes give me sweet moments?? I really love you so much. I will be sad if you dun treat me good. .

Hope ytd Life Touching Life Workshop can help you any. .

Regards,
ShiQi